Jason's Space

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2011-04-07T23:56:00.000-07:00

Tittle: Butter-Fly (Strong Ver.)
Artist: Wada Kouji (和田光司)

This is a new version of the song named 'Butter-Fly' ,which normally know as the opening theme song of the japanese cartoon/anime named 'Digimon Adventure'. It is 1 of the song that will absolutely bring back a lot of childhood memories .
Personally i think that Wada Kouji is just perfectly suite for this song due to his vocal and a bit of rock style of his voice.
But, something interesting about Wada Kouji is he din't born in a musical family,din't even learned any musical basic during his high school years.

*this info is taken from Baidu*

音乐的种子

和田光司1974年1月29日出生于京都府福知山。他并不是音乐世家出身，高中时也没有受过音乐训练，但因为听到了朋友演奏的吉他之后，深深为之倾倒，也动了自己做音乐的念头。高中毕业，和田进了大阪一家电气设备公司做营业员，住在谷町的宿舍，3个月后自愿顶替同事调往东京支社，然而又只做了3个月就辞职回了老家。之后他一面打工一面反思，决定要做一名唱出自己探索人生的感悟的歌手，他要去东京。一年以后，他打工存了40万元。1993年1月12日，19岁的和田从福知山站乘车来到了东京站。

独闯东京

　　和田在东京只身一人举目无亲，对地形也完全不熟，走到一个叫新桥的地方，在一家一天2500元的叫「Kapsel Hotel」（カプセルホテル）的旅馆住了两周才找到公寓租。他看到杂志上一家工作室招工作人员的消息前去求职，但希望能做演员。这段时间他做了不少电视剧和电影的临时演员，甚至还有时代剧。他对这种生活厌烦了，思乡病之下动了回家的念头。这时候，曾经说过随时可以回家的父亲却在电话里对他说，「这样就放弃了吗？再努力一下吧！」和田深受感动，从此再不言放弃。回想时，他说这是决定他人生命运的一句话。如果不是他父亲，就没有今天这个唱歌的和田了。

找到人生方向

　　之后，和田认准了音乐这条路走下去。他认为做演员对他的发展没有帮助，离开了事务所。他组建过乐队，举办了live，把自己的作品寄给各个音乐事务所、公司、唱片行，有时一次要寄100张，但全都石沉大海无回音。在经历了一次又一次失败之后，终于有一天，命运之神睁开了眼睛。导演（很可能指的是角铜博之）给他打了个电话，要求他表现出与DIGIMON初次邂逅以及希望再相逢的感觉。他与导演多次会面协商，反复修改之后终于拿出了他的出道作——对，就是那首「Butter-Fly」。这张CD于次年（1999年）1月录成，4月发售，并于8月1日作为デジモンアドベンチャー（数码兽大冒险）的OP在电视上播出。之后，经历了很多事的他坚持了下来，并成为了今天大家所见到的和田。

永不放弃！！

Childhood Memories

2011-02-24T08:13:00.000-08:00

these are the songs from the disney cartoon movie named ' A Goofy Movie ' ...
it is performed by Tevin Campbell ..

I'm not hanging in the middle of the air

2011-02-24T07:21:00.000-08:00

ytd night went to wisma mca n listen 2 some speech ...
speech about the courses ...
speech about the university ...
speech about my future ...

i hav 2 say ...
the speaker does surprise me in his words in the beginning ...
don't know what shld i say ...
cuz it is like 'Ah Q' a bit ...

'Those who score 4.00 in their CGPA is the most headache 1,this is because if they cant get the courses like doc or medic,its like gotta jump off the building;if the apply 4 some other courses the may consider low-leveled,they might feel that it might b a waste. So,those who score 2.00 and above is the most happy, cuz the dun hav much choices left in their list.'

hahaha ...
sounds like music to the ear ...
hahaha ...
ya ... cuz i only score 2.83 ...
well above 2.00 and a great gap under the 'mighty' 4.00 ...
thts my problem ...
the 2.83 i get ...
major of it comes from PA ...
the 1 tht decide my future ...
as long as i get C is enuf ...
but i get an A ...
so tht means the other 3 of my subjects i taken is really really worst ...
i got C+ 4 both MM and Phy ...
hah ~ thts really under par ...
now my physic got and C+ ...
how i gotta apply 4 engineering ??
dun even mention the Aeronautical Engineering i wanted to ...

plan A: Aeronautical Engineering
plan B: Mechanical Engineering

both failed miserably ...

believe it or not ...
the subject which i ALWAYS cannot PASS is Chemistry ...
i mean during the whole 1 n half year in Form 6 ...
now ~~~
the result i get in STPM ...
chemistry B- ...
sounds funny ...
i mean extremly FUNNY !!!

juz a few weeks b4 the deadline of signing up out choices ...
the 8 crucial choices of my future ...
i hav to quickly make u the plan C 4 myself ...
cuz plan A and plan B already failed from top to bottom ...

my wishes to all the form 6 graduate of year 2010 ...
' the marks aint means all the truth,the choices is in ur bare hand,go through all the information thts shown in the website,think carefully,sleep sweetly,eat happlly,play enjoyablely,and finally DECIDE UNREGRETLLY.'

a song from a game ...

2011-01-24T21:26:00.000-08:00

a nice song sang by Yumi Kawamura ...
name 'Kimi no Koiku' which means 'Memories of You' ...

Don't wait, just click on it and listen ...

2010-08-10T08:23:00.000-07:00

What a day !?!?!!!??

2010-07-13T08:54:00.000-07:00

what a day ..
what a day for me ..
what a bad day ..
wake up late ..
can pay attention in class ..
seems whole day don't have the mood ..

'apa hal' to me ??
life shouldn't be that way ..
ENJOY ..
Right ???
but what am i doing right now ..

already July ..
the World Cup also ended ..
there shouldn't be any reason for me to escape ..
to avoid ..
i think i gotta find a better way to push myself to catch up ..
everyone is working and studying so so dXmn hard ..
i don't wanna be the one who get left behind ..
gotta do something ..
i have to do something ..

these week kept on listening to some old songs ..
'Bad Day' , 'That's Why You Go Away' , '25 Minutes' ...
and other ..
can't figure out the reason to explain ..
i just keep on doing so ..
keep on listening to these songs ..
through MP3 , my handphone ..
all of these songs keep on going around and around my playlist ..
do they fit me ???
recently ???
i have no ideas ..
May be YES ..
May be NO ..

Exam Finished !!!

2010-06-04T11:08:00.000-07:00

normally ..
what will be the reaction when there is an exam that just finished ??
well ..
last time ..
for me ..
in stead of saying that i will go home and play my PC or PS2 for a whole day ..
i will say that ..
" i am going home to torture my PC/PS2 "
sounds like a bit crazy saying ??
may be ..
because ..
after i realize that the process of exam doesn't proceed well ..
there will be PROBLEMS ..
a BIG problem ..
and ..
i have to solve it before the STPM ..
very obvious ..
because STPM is around the corner ..
and i still haven't in my best form to ENTERTAIN the exam ..
that's the big big problem i am facing right now ..

but ..
guess what ..
although i said so ..
i am going to GENTING HIGHLAND tomorrow morning ..
and then back from there ..
go there again ..
yes ..
AGAIN next Monday ..
sounds interesting right ??
actually ..
tomorrow's trip already said and confirm by my parents before my exam ..
and the one on Monday's ..
well ..
very funny is that ..
it is just confrimed by some of us who are going ..
i meant REALLY going ..
this Tuesday ..
quite effective and efficient ..
not just simply said so ..
there's action and reaction following the words ..
and hence ..
result ..
we all seen ..
very obvious ..

my energy all used up facing the papers and books ..
now i want to charge up some spare energy ..
that's why ~~
whatever is it ..
tell me , inform me , ask me , phone me , sms me ..
after i back from there ..

ENJOY YOUR OWN HOLIDAY ..

recharged ^^

2010-05-10T09:03:00.000-07:00

well ..
seems a long time i dint pose something here ..
reasons ??
i think most of it because of i dont have much things to share with ..
other than my school work ..
thats tuition ..
other tuition ..
nothing left ..

furthermore ..
my bro keep using the pc ..
which resulted in i dont have much chances to use it ..
haha ..
sounds like a good sign to me ..
hahaha ..
in actuality ..
i think it is just 50-50 ..
more or less something like that ..
haha ..
many twits and turns in my words ..

May ..
mid-term exam around the corner ..
and i am still wasting my time ..
for ..
for ..
nothing ..

i think i m lacking of something ..
or someone ..
to push me further ..
push me into the mood of exam ..
push me into the mood of study ..
pull me away from wasting my time ..

i just lack of ..
that ...!

Title-less

2010-04-26T08:23:00.000-07:00

actually ..
i don't know what to write about this time ..
cause ..
when i finally get the pc from my brother ..
i don't have other suitable website to go ..
haha ..
web-less ..
hahaha ..
except facebook and some other download website ..
no other website already ..

don't have much time to waste recently ..
after the 1st MUET test ..
which is not going so well according to my experience ..
there will be speaking test next week ..
time to SPEAK ..
haha ..
hope it will be just getting better for all the candidates ..
Good Luck my friends ..

Energy Reduced ..

2010-04-11T09:16:00.000-07:00

last week ..
borrow the God Of War 2 game from YdPA ..
cause mine cant load it at certain place ..
which pissed me off very loong time ago ..

well ..
after using the game ..
i can progress ..
sounds good cause i can continue the game ..
FINALLY !!!

happiness doesn't last very long ..
just a few more stages ..
about 5 stages ..
the game ..
once again let me down ..
load it again , again ..
and again ..
the game just don't want to give up ..
that's why ..
i gave up ..

it is one of the best game ever made ..
and i cannot finish it ..
what a blow ..
make me really angry with the game ..
may be is my PS2 Console already OLD ..
MALFUNCTION and MAO-FUNCTION ..

this may because ..
the god ..
don't want me to waste the time on the game ..
and made the game unplayable to me ..
that can help me concentrate more on my study ..
as well as something meaningful ..
not such thing as complete a game ..
while the time wasted on rolling the joystick and punching the button ..
i can do other things that's more suitable ..
and appropriate ..

haha ..
that's nothing else i can say ..
' Farewell , God Of War . '

Touch My Hand

2010-04-01T23:36:00.000-07:00

David Archuleta

a bit regret dint go to there that day ..
really nice performance ..
REGRET ..
SAD ..
Sienz ..
don't know when he will come again ..

but ..
here's a music video of his song ..
'TOUCH MY HAND' ..
which have some scene of him during that day ~

no tittle

2010-03-25T08:38:00.000-07:00

doing the things for the amazing face this saturday ..
27th of march ..
a bit tired after finished some maths ..
brain function dropped ..

don't know why ..
come back to here ..
haha ..
may be ..
i really don't have other place (website) to visit ..
i guess ..
it is kinda strange ..
click my blog ..
signed in ..
stare at the screen ..
for 5 minutes ..
5 precious minutes ..
again ..
do nothing ..
hahaha ..
should i say that ..
i used to be like this ??
switch on the computer ..
click on the web browser ..
then ..
don't know what to do ..
hahaha ..
is it a good sign ??
or a bad one ??

no idea at all ..

" Close my eyes ,
your smile encouraged me ;
encouraged me to continue ,
encouraged me to stay ,
encouraged me to do harder ,
encouraged me to fight . "

" That is the reason why ,
I am still here ,
doing such things ,
waiting such things ,
persuading such things ,
waiting such things ,
that ,
may never appear . "

Boring ..

2010-03-23T08:47:00.000-07:00

i have to say ..
it seems all the same all the days ..

Procedure:
1. the individual woke up 6am in the morning .
2.the individual went to school after taking a shower and changed his/hers clothes .
3.the individual started school 7.30am .
4.the individual followed the time table set by school .
5.the individual ended school 1.10pm .
6.the individual went for tuition .
7.the individual do his/hers homework .
8.the individual slept .
9.step 1 to 8 is repeated for 5 times a week .

conclusion :
a bit bored with the lifestyle , all seems predictable .

*i was requested (or moved) by some1 to write something in my blog ..
about my opinion towards the life recently ..
well ..
what can i say ..
cause it is all like planned ..

*that's why i keep on posting songs in my blog ..
cause it is music that can make my life better ..
listen to some new songs make me really motivated ..

by the way ..
his comment do have some impact to me ..
cause ..
i do don't know what i want to post recently ..
well ..
topic-less ..
you can say that ..

different from others ..
i don't have any ISSUES ..
either between me and others ..
or others with me ..
good/bad ..
can't decide it ..

all i can say that is ..
i do saved a lot of money ..
reduce in sms ..
the money in my handphone account remain constant ..

although it is kind of silence all the day ..
but ..
i think i talked a lot everyday ..
which i agreed that i have to remain silence for some times ..
(hah ~ finally realized ?? )

NEW SONG From SHAYNE WARD !!!

2010-03-23T00:18:00.000-07:00

Shayne Ward ..
Latest ..
" The Way You Are " ..

Listen ~~

song .. reflected someone's life ..

2010-03-18T09:43:00.000-07:00

a song i really like recently ..
it is a song named ..
'that should be me' ..
by Justin Bieber ..
a song inside his new album ..
My World 2.0 ..

the reason i like the song ..
well ..
what can i say to explain ..
i think you know it ..

Enjoy the song ..
it may remind you of something ..
if it doesn't ..
listen to it ..
really nice ..

A Song That Not Everyone Know

2010-03-17T11:23:00.000-07:00

One In A Million - Bosson

Remind me of u ..
which is the main and only reason ..
i like this song ..

Exam Finished

2010-03-11T22:32:00.000-08:00

12th of March 2010 ..
the last day of my 1st upper 6 semester ..
and also the last day of my 1st upper 6 exam ..

fought for a few days ..
i guess it is the right time for me to take a short break ..
a very very short break ..

and then ..
continue the work and study ..
cause i know how and why my exam result will be ..
it all comes to the problem of myself ..
can't concentrate most of the time ..
just like a body without soul ..
eyes looking this ,mind thinking other things ..

that's why i won't be surprised with my result ..
it will be very shocking to others (some i guess) ..
but it will be just Ok for me ..
i'd prepared to face it with normal mood ..

just a bit sorry for my teacher ..
i admit that my effort not enough ..
i doesn't try my best ..
i am just 60% fit for this exam ..
with 30% of considering this is just a test ..
and 10% of tiredness ..

I promise it will be better from now on ..

缺陷美... 美吗？

2010-03-09T00:35:00.000-08:00

2 days before ..
when i listen to the radio when i m on my way to the bath room ..
the DJ (sorry if wrong calling) ..
say that ..
缺陷美 ..
actually it is just a trick to try to lie to ur own ..
阿Q精神..

just because u don't have it ..
then u say that it is a beauty of imperfect ..
is it really true ??

i agree that none of us ..
none of the people in the whole EARTH ..
will consider them as ..
PERFECT ..
this is because ..
anyone of us ..
will have ..
something that none of other acquire ..
the 'something' ..
may be is a ability ..
a feeling ..
a kind of believe ..
a skills ..
that made us ..
differ from any individuals in the world ..

perhaps ..
the technology of cloning may prove the statement incorrect ..
but ..
i think that ..
even if a cloned person ..
if he/she is placed in a entire different living condition as the real one experienced ..
the result ..
may be ..
show a difference between the two of them ..
even it is not a significant difference ..
but it proved that ..
we are ..
One of Millions ..
and not ..
One in Millions ..

至于，
阿Q精神与否
都念与一个人的看法
有缺陷
不代表 100% 好
也不代表坏
不要因为一个人的缺陷
而对他有负面的看法

因为
有缺陷
就有进步的空间
完美的人
这么也不会再向前走了
他最多
也只能原地踏步

“ 我
也有缺陷
但
我也有进步的空间
那空间的大小
就关系着
我如何利用那进步的空间 ”

Near Exam ..

2010-03-07T23:23:00.000-08:00

near exam dy ..
i guess it is time to fire up something ..
the desire to achieve something ..
try listen to this song ..
may b will remind u of ..
ur GOAL ..

this is the video about a singer ..
with a beautiful voice ..
Shayne Ward ..
and his song ..
That's My Goal ..
during his final in X-Factor ..

EENIE MEENIE - Sean Kingston ft Justin Bieber

2010-03-06T11:42:00.000-08:00

donoe y sudenly i keep on promoting new song on my blog ..
cuz when i found some new song ..
i juz wanna place it on my blog ..
may b this is the spirit of ..
SHARING ..
haha ..
Enjoy ..

Justin Bieber - Never Let You Go

2010-03-04T22:56:00.000-08:00

" and i'll never let you go ~ "

Marie Digby - Avalanche

2010-03-02T09:24:00.001-08:00

Nice Song !!

牙疼，没办法吃东西

2010-02-25T11:00:00.000-08:00

好像变成了一种习惯

每一次见过牙医后

都会有这一种 “ 后遗症 ”

牙齿会痛上好几天

让我没办法吃

就连自己牙齿撞牙齿

都会让我痛不欲生

虽然牙医有告诉过我

这是很正常的事

而我

也傻傻得回他说我已经有了心理准备

所谓的心理准备

我也不懂我准备了什么

看来我也只有一条路可以走

改变思想

把不能吃东西的困扰

当成减肥吧

毕竟

我最近也发福了不少

哈哈

还有，要提醒大家

“ 绑牙并不好受 ”

夜晚，想起了你。

2010-02-16T08:57:00.000-08:00

2010年2月17日

凌晨1点

打算要观赏球赛

所以

原本要去小睡片刻

但是

躺在床上

望着天花板

眼睁睁地望了半小时

忽然间

有种不想睡觉的感觉

因为

我非常害怕

害怕睡着后

又梦见了她

不知所措

也只好爬起来

到客厅看电视去

过年

有一大堆亲戚到我家来

哈哈

有几个长辈当着我父母的面问我

又没有女朋友

我还没来得及回答

我的父母马上帮我回答了

“还小啦，学业重要点”

我看了看我的父母

望了望那些长辈

否认了

他们问我

为什么

是不是眼光放得太高

没有对象

哈哈

我也只能一笑而之

因为

我根本不懂得如何回答

也许

或许

他们对了吧

为什么没有的呢

虎年快乐！！

2010-02-13T10:08:00.001-08:00

祝大家有个愉快的农历新年！！

所有的不快乐与悲伤，将随着旧的一年过去而离开。

新的一年里将拥有着新的事物，新的希望。

新年快乐！！

It Must Be Love - Enriqye Iglesias

2010-02-02T22:57:00.000-08:00

Enrique Iglesias - It Must Be love Lyrics

There is something I gotta tell you
It goes like this

Do you know you control
Every single breath I take
You can see through my soul,
I feel it in the love we make

And I try to find a place
Where I can hide (yeah)
But every time I try to fight
The feeling it takes over me(yeah)

[Chorus]
It must be love baby
Coz it's killing me looking in your eyes
It must be love coz
Everytime you walk away I just fall apart

And I don't know what it is,
But I feel I'm in too deep
No, I don't know what it is,
It must be love
Yeah, it must be love

When we talk you can read
Every word inside my head
Like you know what I need,
And I can't imagine anywhere
I d wanna be then right here with you baby,
Next to me
Why can't you see I try to fight
The feeling, but I do believe(yeah)

[Chorus]
It must be love baby
Coz it's killing me looking in your eyes
It must be love coz
Everytime you walk away I just fall apart

And I don't know what it is,
But I feel I'm in too deep
No, I don't know what it is,
It must be love
It must be love

It must be love (3x)

I try to find a place
Where I can hide(yeah)
But everytime I try to fight
The feeling it takes over me(Oouh)

[Chorus]
It must be love baby
Coz it's killing me looking in your eyes
It must be love coz
Everytime you walk away I just fall apart

And I don't know what it is,
But I feel I'm in too deep
No, I don't know what it is,
It must be love
It must be love
It must be love

yet another nice love song by enrique ..
really nice and meaningful to me ..
why ?
haha ..
i hav zero idea about it ..
may bcuz of the lyric and rythm ..
may b ..
may b it fit me ..
may b ..
just May B ..

running , no .. i ain't running .

2010-01-30T09:55:00.000-08:00

every1 are running right now ..
running ..
start from the beginning line ..
running towards the end of the road ..
running towards their goal ..
their will ..
their dream ..

but ..
there are some1 ..
some1 left behind ..
looks closer ..
closer a bit ..
that's me ..
i am the 1 that seems left behind ..

but ..
what am i doing right there ..
right behind all the others ..
reasons ..
am i tired ..
am i sicked ..
am i not enough energy ..
am i ..
a lot of probability ..

my mum always say that children this time are really happy ..
got everything they want ..
all the electronic stuff ..
makes our life much much easier ..
different from their time ..

yes , i agree with this statement ..
but ..
do u know that ..
just because of these stuff ..
which make our life much more difficult than them ..
all the ease of communicate ..
lead our parents ..
and also other's parents ..
start to compare ..
compare their children ..
compare their children's academic level ..
compare their children's 'A's ..
compare their children's everything ..

their children ..
that's us ..
the modern children ..
the children nowadays ..
the children which they consider 'happy' ..

some of our elders ask us why we always play computer ..
play PS2 ..
what i said ..
short and simply ..
' can i go to school by cycling ?? '
' can i play badminton in front of the house ?? '
' can i go to the river to fishing ?? '
they replied nothing ..

reasons ..
just because of the change in the style of living of people ..
people these days ..
are TOTALLY different from the people ..
10 , 20 , 30 years before ..
the similarities left are ..
we still drink , eat , sleep ..
we still breath air ..
we still needs others ..
we are still human in terms of physical ..

But ..
how bout' mental ??

' don't ask me , ask yourself , you'll know the answer ............. '

Fighting For You - David Archuleta

2010-01-27T07:34:00.000-08:00

Last few days while i m searching for some new songs ..
i saw this song ..
it said is 'David Archuleta' ..
haha ..
my idol for sure ..
but when i m listening the song ..
the voice is totally different from the 100% recognizable voice of David ..

but ..
surprisingly ..
i fall in love with the lyrics ..
it is so so meaningful and beautiful ..
it sounds like ..
like something i've been thru ..
b4 ..

Fighting For You - Unknow Artist ..

You will feel the weight
Of the world
Raining down on your shoulders
You wanna run
To the shadows you know
I'm gonna bring
You the light
At the end of the tunnel
If you only let me
If you could only let me

We've disagreed
On the terms
And the road that we're taking
That doesn't mean
That we can't work it through
I know we can
I know we can
I'm on your side
So understand

You might be right
The walls are high
The sky is higher
And, yes, I know
The pain is strong
But love is stronger
Can't you see
That no matter what
I'm gonna be
(I will always be)
Fighting for you

Oooooooooh

Talk to me now
Open up
We can pick up the pieces
I'm not about
To let you fall through
I know too well
How you are
Why you think what you're thinking
I'm not gonna fade
No, I'm not going away

You might be right
The walls are high
The sky is higher
And, yes, I know
The pain is strong
But love is stronger
Can't you see
That no matter what
I'm gonna be
Fighting for you

With everything I have
Fighting for you
And I'm not holding back
Everything is on the line
And I'm willing to try

You might be right
The walls are high
The sky is higher
And yes, I know
The pain is strong
But love is stronger
Can't you see
That no matter what
I'm gonna be

You might be right
The walls are high
The sky is higher
And yes, I know
The pain is strong
But love is stronger
Can't you see
(Can't you see)
That no matter what
(No matter what)
I'm gonna be
(I'm gonna be)
Fighting for you

I'm gonna be
Fighting for you

I'll always be
Fighting for you

" i will b always Fighting FOR YOU "

手机

2010-01-18T23:03:00.000-08:00

最近会看我的手机，

信箱内，

感觉，

比起两年前，

有了一些变化，

变于，

我今年所受到的简讯，

比起两年前，

少了许多。

来来去去法简讯给我的人，

都是那几个，

可说是我忠实的“粉丝”。

哈哈，

或许，

也许，

使我变了，

变得没有那么容易沟通吧？

还是，

他们变了？

变得，

忙了吧？

也许，或许吧。

会看我的手机，

收信箱和发信箱内，

似乎都是那几个人，

在我的联系人名单上，

有的我根本没和他超过两句，

想着想着，

也想不到为什么。

人与人之间，

少了联系，

少了沟通，

少了联络，

所有的一切，

一切，

都不一样了。

a Long Night to Go ....

2010-01-15T09:51:00.000-08:00

tonight ..
cant fall asleep ..
mostly because of the afternoon nap i took ..
very regret about it ..
cause' i m tht kind of human being tht cannot take a nap during the afternoon or evening ..
why i said so ..
this is bcuz if i do so ..
i will b unable or i should say hard to sleep during the night ..

hah ..
tht's the thing happend 2day evening ..
after back from school ..
i gotta send my bro 2 tuition , 2pm ..
go 2 the bank with my mum , 2.30pm ..
n later send my bro back from tuition , 4pm ..
very busy n tired the whole afternoon ..
after send my bro back from tuition ..
my head start 2 pain ..
during tht time ..
i made a super wrong decision ..
tht's lied down on the sofa ..

my unpredicted nap caused me 2 wake up at 6.30pm ..
and thn 6.45pm ..
i drive my car out and go 2 excel for tuition class ..

the tuition class end 9.30pm ..
after vack from tuition ..
i finished my dinner , 10pm !!
rest until 11pm ..
and the finish the graph of Pengajian AM ..
tht's 11.30pm ..

tht time i switched off my light and close my eyes ..
i noe from tht time ..
it will b very hard for me 2 sleep entirely ..

tht's why ..
1.30pm ..
i ended up waking with my eyes open on my bed ..
tht's the reason why i m here writing ..

haha ..
what a day ..
what a night ..

i donoe when can i feel sleepy again ..
but i noe ..
this is a long night ..
a very very long night to go ..

whataya want from me ??

2010-01-09T10:39:00.000-08:00

ever since i remember ..
i did do something rediculus ..
something tht's un-explain-able ..
something tht's stupid ..
something tht's worthless ..

espacially 1 of thm ..
it is all about Crush ..

ok , ok ..
i admit ..
the recent crush aint my 1st ..
but it is the RECENT 1 ..
and it is totally Remembered by me ..
as far as i know ..
i m juz simply say say say ..
n did nothing else ..
may b i don't dare 2 do it ..
may b i don't hav the courage 2 face it ..
or ..
may b something else ..

hey , i noe they say ..
every1 is SPECIAL ..
special from others ..
but ..
deep from the heart ..
'whataya want from me ??'

u stole my heart like no other done b4 ..
u changed me like no other b4 ..
but ..
what can i do ..
in order 2 overcome the powerful force u given 2 me ..
what can i do ..
n ..
tell me y .. tell me y it is me ??
is it the FATE ??
my DESTINY ??
the road i gotta WALK ??
the PAST i gotta experience ??
bfore i start my FUTURE ??
is it all WRITTEN ??
juz giv me an ANSWER ..

although i got nothing ..
but ..

Whataya Want From ME ??

2010 .. New Start ..

2010-01-05T07:41:00.000-08:00

2010 ..
a new year dy ..
yesterday go 2 school ..
actually is BACK to School la ..
kinda strange feeling ..
haha ..
donoe y ..
may b change class dy a bit not vy ..
very fit wif the class gua ..
ok ..
it is juz may b ..
cuz i m not studying at the place ..
the place where i spend my Form4 and Form5 ..
although it isnt the same class ..
but it is the same block ..

back to the same block ..
haha ..
same phrase again ..
'it does recall my memories' ..
haha ..
a lot of it ..
bout' all the time i've spend there ..
with all of my pal(s) ..

Memories ,
Sometimes It Taste Good ..
Sometimes It Ain't ..
I just Don't Know why it will happend ..
Happened 2 me ..
may b the fate of me has been written like this ..
it seems ..
i can do Nothing ..
but ..
TO accept it ..
and live a more happy life wif it ..

Happy , it is a day ..
Sad , it is Still a day ..
which 1 will u choose ??

29-12-2009 - 6G's 1st Gathering

2009-12-31T05:14:00.000-08:00

29th December ..
the 1st ever reunion party of ..
6G -2003 ..
SRJK (c) Yu Hua ..
n tht's y i wanna say ..

THANK YOU facebook ..
haha ..
because of u ..
v can gather for the 1st time ..
v can meet each other fotmally for the 1st time ..
for the 1st time since 2003 ..

in my opinion ..
all of thm dint change much actually ..
haha ..
stil tht funny ..
there's about 16 ppl attend the party ..
quite an achivement for the 1st-time ..
all of my friends ..
in terms of ..
mental and physical ..
dint change a lot la ..
but i donoe y ..
Ee Joe say tht i changed ..
physically ..
bcome slim dy ..
(hey , m i tht ROUND tht time ?? Y dint i recognize ??)
haha ..
may b so ..
haha ..
he's stil the same ..
plyful ..
but a bit diff in term of wearing ..
may b time passed ..
bocme mature dy ..
all of thm ..

the party ends 12.30 am ..
30th December 2009 ..
a gathering i wont forget ..
and i wont b the last for us ..

*thre r a lot of foto v took tht time , all of u r welcomed 2 hav a view on it , juz log to facebook and my profile ..

THE AFTER EFFECT :
(i put in dialogue , donoe y sudenly hav this plan ^^)
J1: Hey , u noe wat ??
J2: Wat ??
J1: After this gathering , i sudenly hav an idea ..
J2: what idea ?? Shocking ??
J1: ok , u see , 6G can gather , and thn 5C for sure la .. I juz thinking about a gathering of ..
J2: oh , i noe what's u idea .. i noe dy ..
J1: haha .. u noe ??
J2: yea , i noe .. a gathring of 2E , SMJK Yu Hua .. m i got it rite ..
J1: haha .. dude , u do got it correct ..
J2: no wonder la , sudenly got an idea bout' the gathering ..
J1: u noe la ~ 6G oso can la .. y not 2E ..
J2: yaya .. n thn u can see HER lo .. Rite ..
J1: ==" .. zzzzz ...
J2: i got it right la .. haha .. u always like this .. say this do tht ..
J1: what la .. long time dint see HER ma .. hp chating also juz a few msg(s) niah ..
J2: haha .. i noe ..
J1: u noe ?? u noe nothing .. always say u noe , u noe ..
J2: hey hey .. wait a min' .. tht's u who always say tht .. but actually noe nothing ..
J1: >.< ..
J2: no matter what .. juz think about it is enuf .. it aint easy to do it in reality ..
J1: haiz .. i noe i noe ..
J2: trust me .. it aint worth the EFFORT ..

Listening to some NEW Songs ..

2009-12-29T00:32:00.000-08:00

2day quite sien ..
stay in my dad's office ..
nothing 2 do ..
haha ..
tht's y i decided 2 write a list of the new songs tht i recently listen to ..
some of them quite nice ..
n i gotta say tht ..
i m a person tht like tht kind of songs tht is fast and will make u and me dance ..
haha ..
donoe y ..
some of the songs juz keep spinnin' around inside my head ..
stick inside of it ..

the 1st song is the song tittled ..
' Do You Remember ' ..
by Jay Sean , Sean Paul & Lil Jon ..
when i 1st noe the title ..
i thaugh tht it is the song of MJ ..
n juz some1 take it and re-sang it ..
hahaha ..
fortunaly my thaugh aint correct ..
it is a nice song after all ..

n thn is the ' Bad Romance ' by Lady Gaga ..
haha ..
i gotta say tht ..
i dont like most of her song although they r good ..
cuz her song is mostly the style i like ..
but nt the way i like ..
' Bad Romance ' ..
sounds like a song tht i heard b4 ..
but i juz cant remember it ..

3rd-ly is the song named ' Live Like We're Dying ' ..
by the american idol winner Kris Allen ..
haha ..
kinda a song tht really meaning-full ..
but i gotta say ..
if i dint look at the lyric ..
70% of the song i really cant listen 2 a words tht i can understand ..
haha ..
may b my ENglish aint good la ..

there are sumore else ..
' Never Gonna Be Alone ' - Nickelback
* not the style i like , but i juz love it ..

' According To You ' - ?? (4get dy)
* Meaning-full ..

' Where We Are ' - Westlife
* top rated song by the boys of West ..

' Love Me ' , ' Favourite Girl ' - Justin Bieber
* good job done from a 15-year-old boy .. keep it up JB ..

haha ..
thts all i can tell rite now ..
may b i miss some songs ..
but ..
if u hav any suggestion ..
please comment ..

' ur comment will hav my greatest appreciation '

bAcK 2 Sch00L ..

2009-12-27T21:35:00.000-08:00

school reopen SOON ..
kinda heavy heart-ed ..
donoe y the time passed SO SO SO fast ..
in a blink of an eye ..
2009 gotta passed ..
n i , we , all of us ..
gotta wellcome the year of 2010 ..

2010 ..
a year so important for me ..
for all the upper 6 form student of 2010 ..
and oso my family ..
including my BIG bro , SPM ..
my LITTLE bro , PMR ..
and me .. For sure .. STPM ..

all come together ..
in a year ..
haha ..
there's a joke tht my mum say ..
2010 ..
she wil save a lot of money in paid 4 the electricity bill ..
cuz all of us may not hav tht much of time playing Pc n PS ..
hahaha ..
a joke from my mum ..
really make me lol ..

but no matter wat ..
2010 is a year 4 me to make a difference in my life ..
in term of education and oso my future ..
yes .. it is true tht i might say this thing a little bit too soon ..
but ..
may b in a blink of an eye ..
we're aredy in the middle of 2010 ..

and juz another blink if an eye ..
we're taking STPM ..
we're in the war zone ..
we're r fighting ..
fighting for our life ..

but i gotta say ..
we're not ALONE ..
there r a lot of ppl fighting alongside us ..
fighting 4 the place ..
fighting 4 the name ..

and they aint friendly ..
haha ..
so ..
pick up ur armor ..
and fight like a man .. haha ..

it is a tough battle ..
but after all ..
it will be an end to it ..

and ..
i hope it end soon ..
but also end well ..

Reminder .. A Bad one ..

2009-12-22T20:47:00.000-08:00

ever since ur appearence ..
u hav change my world AGAIN ..
yea ..
Again ..
u changed me once ..
n when i finally can recover from the effect of u ..
u show up AGAIN ..
n this show up ain't juz 'show' ..
u stil gv me the effect last time u gave me ..
and i gotta say ..
it ain't feel good ..
it hurts ..
hurt me thru my deepest part of my heart ..

u may not noe how i feel entire-ly ..
but i tell u ..
u dont need 2 noe ..
everytime i see u ..
the BAd memories all pop out inside my head ..
it keep on reminding me of U ..
U ..
an unforgetable person in my life ..
U ..
some1 tht i always try to ignore ..
and yet ..
i cant do it ..

when i saw u ..
u do remind me of some songs ..
i can say tht ..
2 songs ..
1 .. CRUSH by David Archuleta ..
and ..
2.. A Little Too Not Over You ..
also by David ..

not juz the melodies and rythm of the songs tht i like it ..
it also include the lyric and the meaning of the songs try 2 say ..

awhat the songs do ..

is ..

JUSt ..

REMInD me of YOU..

Long Time No See ..

2009-12-13T06:27:00.000-08:00

haha ..
it seems a long time i dint come here and leave some 'LEFTOVER' ..
haha ..
may b because of time n mood gua ..
MAY B ..
cuz these days help my dad do the office work ..
dont wanna go actually ..
but he's been asking me since October ..
this is because his worker gotta leave for ..
erm ..
donoe the particular word ..
haha ..
so , i guess i juz say Give birth to baby/babies ..
thts y he call me to LEARN from tht auntie ..
about the FLOw of the work , something like tht ..
may b because of no mood ..
i dont think i gan much from the work ..

after working wif my dad ..
i finally realized tht my dad's work load is really really heavy ..
so much heavier thn i imagine ..
he hav to cover all the work both in and out of the office ..

thts y i say ..
'wan chin gan nan' ..
haha ..
so much effort go gain the benifit from it ..
may b i doesnt worth it ..
but my dad really do it ..
n he never ever say anything bout' his work in front of us ..
in front of his child ..
although i m over 18 ..
but stil under studies ..
i guess thts the reason y he dont wanna let me noe his LOAD ..
tht lye on his shoulder ..

it is invisible ..
but i can see it ..
i can feel the present of it ..

juz a month + ..
thn i gotta BACK to school dy ..
n thn ..
2010 ..
starts ..
STPM ..
also juz a few months away from me ..
may b the pressure aint come to me yet ..
but i gotta say tht ..
somedays ..
it will come ..
n tht time ..
it is the time to war ..
the time to run ..
the time to gain ..
the time to fight ..

and the Race ..
start ..

Raining > My Mood

2009-11-16T07:34:00.000-08:00

These days kept on raining ..
makes the surrounding temperature and condition dropped ..
looks different compared with normal Malaysia's temperature ..
quite cold these days ..
makes the whole house less energetic ..
which means good for sleeping ..
ar .. i mean rest ..
after school seems okay right now ..
the mood of holidays just started ..
how can i prepare for the upcoming holiday when most of the teacher advised us to kept study ?
my dad already asked me to help him in the office ..
since he is my DAD ..
i hav no choise but to follow him ..
be a office boy for a few weeks ..
and then , how bout' my study ??
bring it along ..
working while study , study while working ..
try to get the equilibrium between these two element ..
before go to the WAR Zone next year ..
STPM 2010 ..
a war zone of all the upper form 6 of 2010 ..

As i said ..
the holiday have just started ..
i guess it is time i have to enjoy now ..
while try to catch up with the work and study ..
try not to waste the time i have right now ..

Gambateh for all the Form 6s ..

Friend's Birthday --> What a Different Day ~

2009-11-15T07:57:00.000-08:00

2day is Sally's birthday ..
so her ' lao dou ' , i guess ..
come n fetch me in the early morning ( 9.30am ) ..
it is kinda shock when he told me tht he hav been sembang arounfd the taman b4 coming ..
=_="
make me speechless ..
n then he hav to go n fetch sumore ppl ..
1 by 1 ..

n thn those girls exchange car when v meet angie at School ..
wif CCW and Des joining us ..

smooth ~ journey to Jusco ..
but our pro Kh decided to choose some short cut ..
thru the taman ..

donoe is it the car cannot take any more load and strees ..
it broke down in the middle of the road ..
WTF !!

after calling for some 'reinforcement' ..
v hav no choises but 2 WALK to JUSCO from there ..
( who call my dear daughter donoe where v r )
WALKING , is the choises of no choises ..

Donoe y ..
the walking time seems so short ..
may b v r ENJOYING the ..
' JOURNEY TO JUSCO ' ..
hahah ..
playing thru out the journey ..
11.30am ..
start ..
end bout' 12+ pm ..

n then meet those GIRLS in the room ..
and from now on ..
all of them start to release all their STREES ..
sing + scream + laugh = CRAZY
may b their college life realy stressful ..
now there's the chance of releasing it all at once ..
hahah ..

the singing period ended 3pm ..
dismissed each other ..
bye each other ..
FANSTATIC 4 thn go wait bus at the bus stop near JUSCO ..
take a ride ..
n thn reach home bout 4pm ..

leg cannot tahan dy thn sleep ..
hahah ..

Wat a Day of Fool Excitement..
a day start wif celebration-mind ..
ended wif pain pain leg ..
hahaha ..
Strange .. ??
u Decide ..

Humanity

2009-11-13T08:49:00.000-08:00

jus finish watching the movie 2day ..
' 2012 ' ..
nice and exciting movie ..

leave us a lot of msgs ..
bout ..
the disaster the MAY happen ..
and it WOULD happen ..
and ..
at that time ..
as human ..
we cannot do much bout' those things that gotta happen ..

at that time ..
is ' HUMANITY ' between all the mankind still ..
EXIST ??

Wondering .. Something Useless ..

2009-11-06T07:56:00.000-08:00

yesterday din't go to school ..
so ..
i din't took the School Magazine ..
latest from our school ..
for year 2009 ..
haha ..

this really recall lot of my memories ..
last year ..
when we are still taking the SPM exam ..
we do took the School Magazine ..
but it is in the total different kind of feeling ..
i would like to explain the kind of 'feeling' ..
but it is harder than i think ..
i guess all those who go through the similar experience will know ..
what am i tryin' to tell ..
to explain ..

when i 1st open the magazine ..
a white cover with a school logo and some painting on it ..
quite nice the design is ..
i opened the center of the book ..
it is ..
a page with colourful picture ..
and thn i recognize some familiar faces ..
1 of it is my dear old pal ..
A Gan ..
haha ..
dint think he will pop on on there ..
receiving some prize from the teacher ..

all of the sudden ..
i start to search for some1 instead of looking at my 6BS1's class foto ..
searched the front ..
for the picture and result of some 'high level' students ..
their SPM result ..
but i dint find the person i wanna find ..

after some time ..
i found it ..
a full-two-page report ..

look at the page ..
read it ..
and started my very useless act ..
WONDERING ..
wondering a lot of things i have and i haven did ..
because of the person ..
my life bcome different ..
the difference is small and yet big for me ..
i juz donoe how to act with it ..

All the memories recalled ..
really put my in the status of thinking ..
my mind flashed many many picture and accident of tht person ..
but ..
NONE of it is related with me ..
Sad ?? huh .. ??
haha ..
i have been normal with it ..
sometimes ..

The Things You Want To Forget , It Just Don't ..
The Things You Don't Want To Forget , It Just Do ..

人.. 进步还是退步了？

2009-11-04T09:17:00.000-08:00

说到往事，
你会有什么想法？

往事只能回味？
往事不堪回首？

每个人都有自己的答案，
而且，
虽然每个人的答案可能相同，
但是当中的理由，故事，点点滴滴，
都会截然不同。

因为人人的人生经历，
人生路途，
一生的经过，
再加上人人的生活背景，
都是因人而异，
有的是大少爷，
有的是大小姐，
有的这是个责任重大的大哥大姐，
各自都背负着不同的命运，
奇怪的是，
这么多不同的人既然可以一同生活在同一个圈子内，
相互的帮忙，
一同奋斗。

或许，
这就是为什么我们称之为人吧？
拥有与动物不同的生活方式，

但是，
有些东西是在我们身上找不到，
反而在动物的身上可以发现的，
那就是，
对于危险的感觉，
或称 “危机感”。
人类对于某些危险的意识，
往往是慢了半拍，
甚至于完全零危机感。

随着时代的不断进化，
这种非常重要的感官也越来越弱。
当灾难发生的前夕，
当动物们都凭着其危机感，
逃到了安全的地方，
而人类呢？
则依赖着那些电子仪器来保命，
但是，
万一那些所谓的电子仪器，
在那个紧急的时候故障了呢？

There's Always The First Time ~~

2009-10-15T21:39:00.000-07:00

i hav just broke my record of ' The 1st Time .. '
sienz ..
yesterday ..
i involved in an accident of the 1st time ..
my car bering hit til badly for 1st time ..
i being absent 2 tuition bcuz of accident for the 1st time ..
i go 2 police station 4 the 1st time ..
made an report for the 1st time ..

vy vy sienz lo ..
donoe how tht Noob person drive ..
all those who even just taking a "L" lisence oso noe la ..
drive ur way follow the left side de ma ..
where got ppl drive n turn a corner while ur car is at right hand side of the road 1 ..

i feel vy sorry 2 my wife ..
bcuz of this accdent ..
she lost her left eye .. while the bumper dropped ..
seinz ..
now i hav 2 letf her alone in the workshop ..

Sorry LAO POR ..

Care About Everyone Aside You

2009-10-02T02:23:00.000-07:00

Recently ..
one of my friend ..
are facing some sort of problems ..
a problems tht I hav never gone through ..
say sorry cause' i cannot say who is it ..
and what kind of problem tht my friend facing ..

All I can say is ..
it is a problem tht most of us cannot solve ..
whn we are facing tht kind of problem ..
some of us may be choose to forget it ..
some may choose to ignore it ..
but there are vy few of us tht try to face it ..
solve it ..
overcome it ..

Action like this does not say tht all of us are coward ..
fear of everything ..
fear to face it ..

Yes ..
it is true tht a person can say/think of a lot of solution ..
in order to overcome it ..
BUT ..
As I suggested ..
'Say Is Easier Than Done' ..
when it is really the time to face it ..
the thrill and fear of FAIL will take over the control of your body ..

I hav to admit tht ..
I m not a EXPERIENCED person in tht kind of situation ..
but in Chinese ..
there's a PHRASE suggest tht ..
'You Realize Clearer When You Are Out OF The Situation Thn Those Inside Of It'
when I observe my friend's problem ..
or I should say ..
anyone who observe the similar problem ..
they should be more Clearer thn my friend ..

I know tht my friend hav a lot of things stored deep inside the mind ..
may be it isn't the best time to share with us ..
but I am here to say ..
I am Willing To Be the listener ..
because ..
You Are My Firends ..

When The Clock Stop Ticking ..

2009-09-23T00:29:00.000-07:00

Sometimes .. The time just won't wait you ..
it will just passed by without any sign of telling you that IT's already passed ..
that why ..
most of the people say that ..
Happy time passed extreamly fast ..
just when you realised that it already passed by you ..
you can't chase or call it back to you ..
'There Are Not 2nd Chance In Life' ..
advise us to enjoy and appreciate every moment in your life ..
this is because ..
you are just like a racer that are racing in the track ..
in you finish line ahead ..
is your own destiny , your own achievement ..
your GOAL ..
but on the track you are racing ..
in stead of others people that are competing with you ..
there are someone or something you might not recognise ..
that's on the most far away track line form you ..
there is another racer ..
that are racing with you ..
and even all of the racer ..
that's Time ..
as most people said that ..
'that's a race against time' ..
your life .. ain't just race with others ..
you also race with time ..
A tireless Runner ..

as you stop on the half way of the track ..
it will passed by you ..
while you regain energy ..
you'll need more than normal amount of energy to chase it back ..
and ragain your lead ..
but as usual ..
'speak is always easier than done' ..
that's why when you decided to do something ..
that you planned for a long time ..
you will feel it is always harder to achieve than you imagine and planned ..

NO Pain , NO Gain ..
you never fall down , you'll never know how to wake up ..
some scienctist suggest that ..
mental strangth is more powerful than the physical ..
that's why ..
set a goal , a final achievment ..
is very important to a sucessive person ..
when you determined to complete the job , work , the GOAL ..
your mental strenght will decide your destiney ..

may be .. just may be ..
with a little bit of luck ..
Great Achievement Ain't A Dream At All ..

18-19 of September .. Non-stop PS2-ing ..

2009-09-18T19:58:00.000-07:00

start from yesterday night ..
after i finsh tuiion ..
about 9.30pm ..
i dint sleep since tht time ..
haha ..
ok la ..
sleep a bit la ..
6am sleep thn bout 8+am wake up continue ..
haha ..

i hav 2 say ..
it has been a long time since v do something like this ..
haha ..
play overnight game ..
non-stop ..
but i hav 2 admit ..

Desmond:i start 2 feel tired bout the arsenal ..
reli reli cant face thm anymore ..
hahaha ..
but ..
u do hav a major development in ur plying 'skills' ..
congratulation ..
hahaha ..

although seems happy ..
but v r lack of some1 ..
some1 tht normal play wif us ..
haha ..
yea .. v miss kuanyong ..
our game partner , no matter in real or electronic football games ..
hahah ..

v'll wait u ..
next time ..
call desmond along ..
haha ..
c whats the reaction of the game ..
haha ..

wao .. seems loong time dint write something here dy ..

2009-09-08T00:01:00.000-07:00

look at the date of my last post ..
august ..
wao ..
looong time dint update dy ..
haha ..
gotta say sorry la ..
haha ..
cuz ..
recently it is quite calm around me ..
erm ..
nothing special happened ..
all the gals n dudes r still the same after all ..
my Class ?!?
mention o not oso the same la ..
everyday same thing ..
n u noe la ..
6BS1's Tradition ..
' Non-Stop Choting ' ..
hahaha ..
quite ok la ..
erm ..
gotta mention is ..
i juz ..
4get the name of tht operation ..
' Orthothornic ??? ' ..
4get dy ..
in chinese called ' 绑牙 ' ..
haha ..
i gotta say ..
it is very uncomfortable ..
but ..
it is the price 2 pay ..
4 something ..
u wanna achieve ..
so ..
tahan lo ..
2 yrs lo ..
cant eat some sticky thing ..
Peanut ( My Fav ) ..
haiz ..

year end exam near dy ..
gotta study lo ..
at least muz get some ' 4 ' ..
wif somore effort ..
every1 can do it ..
haha ..
as 1 of Shayne Ward's Song ..
' That's My Goal ' ..
haha ..
' 4 ' ..
thts my goal ..

Blur-2 Recently =="

2009-08-26T08:37:00.000-07:00

these day quite rushing ..
last saturday juz take a trip 2 cameron highland ..
wif family ..
sure la ..
go visit my dad's friend ..
or i should say ..
'Gang' ..
haha ..
same la ..
a vy vy lod friend of my dad ..
haha ..
but i dont wanna go de ..
although it is my idea 2 go ..
sounds vy 'mao dun' izit ??
This is BERCAUSE ..
i juz hav a fever n reli pain de headache ..
i juz put up my mind not 2 go de ..
but my parents juz pull me up the car n thn i ended up in cameron saturday night ..
hahaha ..
but the sick end 2mr morning ..
sure la ..
take some pills ..
thn sleep the whole journey ..
not recover pun susah lo ..
eat a lot there ..
although i m 2 tooth less ..
hahaha ..
hav 2 eat slowly ..
piece by piece ..
but still ok lor ..
monday back home ..
start my rushing week ..
tuition here tuition there ..
haiz ..
later Friday still wanna meet the dentist ..
sienz ..
bo bian ..
hav 2 do it ..
b4 it is too late ..
shorter pain is beter than longer pain ..

it seem nothing much happen 2 me recently ..
n i reli donoe wat can i write inside here dy ..
hope accept apology ..
^^

There Ain't " No Promises " ..

2009-08-17T23:36:00.000-07:00

No Promises ..

Shayne Ward ..

Hey Baby ..

When We Are Together ..

Doing Things That We Love ..

Everytime You're Near I Feel Like I Am In Heaven ..

Feeling High ..

I Don't Want To Let Go , Girl ..

I Just Need You To Know Girl ..

I Don't Wanna Run Away , Baby You're The One I Need Tonight ..

No Promises ..

Baby , Now I Need To Hold You Tight , I Just Wanna Die In Your Arms ..

Here Tonight ..

Hey Baby , When We're Together , Doing Things That We Love ..

Everytime You're Are Near I Feel Like I Am In Heaven ..

Feeling High ..

I just Need You to Know Girl ..

I Don't Wanna Run Away , Baby You're THe One I Need Tonight ..

No Promises ..

Baby , Now I Need To Hold You Tight , I Just Wanna Die In Your Arms ..

I Don't Wanna Run Away , I Wanna Stay Forever , Through Time And Time ..

No Promises ..

I Don't Wanna Run Away ..

I Don't Wanna Be Alone ..

No Promises ..

Baby , Now I Need To hold You Tight , Now And Forever My Love ..

No Promises ..

I Don't Wanna Run Away ..

Baby You're The One I Need Tonight ..

No Promises ..

Baby , Now I Need To Hold You Tight , I Just Wanna Die In Your Arms ..

I Don't Wanna Run Away ..

Baby You're The One I Need Tonight ..

No Promises ..

Baby , Now I Need To Hold You Tight , I Just Wanna Die In Your Arms ..

Here Tonight ..

= No Promises =

Lazy_Jelous_Youth :

It is worth that you spend some time and listen to this song ..

It ain't soft and yet ain't rock ..

It is a nice song to listen ..

Enjoy Urslf ^^

Deep Inside .. A Place Where You Can Found Ur Face ..

2009-07-30T23:28:00.000-07:00

friday ..
school end ealier as normal ..
12.35pm ..
haiz ..
compare to yesterday n wednesday ..
it is juz way too much early ..
because ..
those two days ..
we all ended 3.30pm ..
worst ..
afterwards ..
we still have to attend a tuition class ..
some of ue even worst ..
two tuition class after those class ..
haiz ..
pity Form 6's ..
but it is the price u have to pay form something you choose ..
and those price sometimes aint Cheap ..

End early ..
ended up waiting at the front door ..
beside the front door ..
where the new shelter made ..
i chat with some friends ..
Alvin , Kok Hong , Chea Wee n YDPA ..
while it is time to leave ..
i take a peak at the old block ..
where i studied during Form 4 & 5 ..

it picked up some of my memories ..
memories towards those Friends ..
haha ..
those days juz a part of my memories ..
Memories that include Happy n Sad ..
a place where most of the time i ended up ..
looking n thinking bout' some1 ..
some1 who i so called Friend ..
but it is way too different when ask my deepest heart ..

tht friend ..
how she's doing recently ..
it is all over my mind during that particular time ..

there are two person inside my mind when i think bout' her ..
1 is trying to stop me from doing those endless n useless thing ..
but the other 1 juz keep on pushing me into the deep deep hole ..
where ..
everything bout' her was inside ..
certainly ..
the 1 tht pushing won the battle ..

those a juz memories of the past tht i cannot forget ..
it is marked with permenant marker ..
deep inside my heart ..
but those juz memories ..
sometimes recall it may benifit u ..
but too often ..
things can b destructive ..

and those thing passed ..
time passed ..
everyting over ..

Now , What can I do is Just ..
Look Forward ..
hard , but i hav to .. ^^

Jumper

2009-07-30T23:16:00.000-07:00

yesterday ..
or i gotta say wednesday n thursday la ..
haha ..
v got some presentation ..
a bit useless ..
but v stil put a lot of effort on it ..
espicially Lai Gor them ..
work till' 3.30am ..
pity them ..
but they stil come out with a good presentation ..

haiz ..
but i hav 2 say la ..
my speech aint go ..
reli ..
Erm here .. erm there ..
haha ..
i stil cant overcome those problem ..
Ah Lai stil Ah Lai ..
bo bian ..

' Jumper ' ..
a new call name for my lovely dude ..
but he aint like those in the movie thn can shift here n there ..
haha ..
but he can jump on2 car wor ~
Pro ..
Brave ..
but it stil not a good action at all ..
pls dont try this again la ..
otherwise ,
if some1 found it out ..
what wil hapen 2 u i pun tak tau lo ..

' Please .. Don't Try This Again '
an advice from ur pal ~~

New English Word - Chotter

2009-07-23T23:04:00.000-07:00

wednesday went to nuclear centre at Bangi ..
haha ..
i thaugh malaysia dont have any 'centre' related to nuclear ..
but the truth is ..
it have ..

our dear physics teacher Mr.Pradeep organized the trip ..
very efficient tim ..
just talk bout' tht trip ..
10min ltr straight go fax the form ..
haha ..

tht day quite kena dut lo ..
cuz whn u r in the same bus wif 6BS1 ..
u probably wont hav any chances of speaking ..
y ??
cuz whn u hav legend as a leader of the whole class ..
hoho ..
' the wind starts blowing ' ..
n tht wind aint stoping ..
it is keep on increasing its speed n DESTRUCTIVE power ..
throwing LAUGH boom 2 others ..
next time beter put a sign ..
' Caution ! Strong wind ahaed ' ..
in front of our class door ..
hahaha ..

during the whole trip ..
the only description i can use is ..
'chot-ing along the way of go , chot-ing along the way back '
reli powerful ..

it seems tht ..
there r a lot of ' CHOTTER ' in School ..
n most of them in 6BS1 ..
hahahaha ..
Chotter .. o i can say ..
the H2O Blower ..
hahaha ..
reli B-T-H lo ..

but ..
there r something tht i wanna say ..
thanks god ..
my lovely dude n alvin aint in the same bus ..
or in the same class ..
if it does ..
i cannot n i dont wanna imagine the World whn they stick 2gether ..
in-imaginable .. =="
hahaha ..

it seems there r alot of chotter in the school ..
i guess ..
a scale of measuring n determining the level gotta set ..
hahahaha ..
there r some suggestion ..
hahaha ..(sorry , i cant stop laughing ! )

1.Make ppl laugh while chotting ..
2.Make ppl 'feel cold' while chotting , BUT with a laugh afterwards ..
3.Chotter wont laugh while chotting ..
4.*Chot without any limit .. ( No boundaries , No limitation )

n it looks like ..
Legend is the only 1 tht obtain the 4.0 in the test of ..
STPC ..
' Sijil Tinggi Penilaian Chot ' ..
n there a still a lot of ppl tht r potential tht can become ..
High-Chotter , Pro-Chotter , PhD-Chotter ..
hahaha ..
( i think i m Chotting now , hahahah .. cant tahan their influence )
HAHAHAHA ...

6BS1 .. Nice Class After All ..

2009-07-21T01:17:00.000-07:00

到了中六，
决心要读物理学，
Ended up with a class which ..
阳盛阴衰。( 25 : 3 )
哈哈哈，
曾想过要换班的。
毕竟，
如果一班内没有多朋友会很“闲”。

幸好，
最后自己的都没有动摇。
进入了物理班，
唯一的一班，
有唯一的老师教，
都几好一下的。

不久后，
才发现我的决定是对的，
这班并没有我想像的那么闲。
why??
The answer is quite clear after all ..
because ..
when you have a person like Legend ( Chuan Cee ) as your monitor ..
and a person like 发哥 as your ' Setia & Usaha ' ..
that make much of the difference ..
再加上，
Ah Beh , Ching Hao , JJ , Wei Tat and some of the fellow ( Able ) ..
the class is Quite ( 夸小 ) okey at all ..
because we do always ' Chot This & Chot That ' while changing class or teachers are absent ..

拼命在那里“吹水”，
ape pun Blow ..
ape pun Chot ..
sometimes you can even tahan what they Chot & Blow about ..
it makes you laugh or even Join them 2 Chot ..
Chot until Tsunami come Malaysia ..
Chot until 太平洋 dry also can ..
hahaha ..
Beh - Tah - Han ..
hahahaha ..

在那班里，
我有一句名言，
“最近压力很大是吗？”
哈哈哈哈，就读中六，压力的确是蛮大的。
所以，
有一些失常的动作也不出其啊！
哈哈哈哈哈！！

或许，
这就是我班的特别之处。
他们的脑里拥有Chot不完的东西。
正所谓：“一Chot未平，一Chot又起”

我有信心，
若学校举办个吹水比赛。
6BS1有能力的冠军哦！！

why Mr.Sad Always win ??

2009-07-18T00:37:00.000-07:00

actually ..
today it is just like an ordinary day ..
except ..
it is fulled with Happy and Sad ..

18th Of July ..
birthday of my lovely Mammy ..
and oso a friend of mine ..
i don't know she got take a tour of my blog or not ..
but a birthday wish always needed ..
Happy Birthday ..
wish you a happy birthday ..
^^
hope you enjoy a nice and happy day ..
and because of today ..
i had a short conversation of massage with her ..
Erm ..
it is bout' a year i din't sms with her ..
hahaha ..
Anyway ..
Happy Birthday Friend ..
she finally reply a msg 2me ..
even it is juz a short conversation ..
but it is enough 4 me ..

but ..
as Mr.happy just passed my day ..
there comes a very very sad news ..
my uncle ..
who just felt sick lately ..
because of lung cancer ..
has left us and took the stairsway to heaven ..
things happend so fast and this make me don't know what to respond ..
haiz ..
my uncle is my mum's sister's husband ..
he's always a good person ..
helpful and kind ..
furthermore ..
he don't even smoke n drink at all ..
and that's the reason that make me realize that ..
human is always weak ..
no matter physically or mentally ..
human is always vulnerable to attacks ..
even a small thing can be fatal to human ..

悲喜交加。。
恰恰形容了我今天的心情。。
无言的一天。。
喜悲掺拌。。
但。。
Mr.Sad win Mr.Happy ..
and i don't know why it will be like this ..
no matter how happy is the happiness you get ..
even a tiny sad things can ruin the whole day of happiness ..
Tell Me Why ??

Empty ..

2009-07-14T02:32:00.001-07:00

sometimes ..
somethings ...
someone ..
somehow ..
will recall one of ur memories ..
some memories can b happy ..
they oso can b sad ...
it depends on the things you hav go thru ..
those ppl tht go wif you ..
some vy close 2 you ..
some u might call them BEST FRIENDS ..
some 1 you love ..
o even some1 tht you had a CRUSH on ..
i can b anythings ..

the important is ..
wat can u do whn those memories come across ur mind ..
how will you act ??

wat if ..
those memories you r unhappy with ..
will is RUIN ur whole day ?

haiz ..
haiz ..
i hav juz encounter 1 last sunday ..
yet..
it does ruined my whole day ..
in the way tht i dint expect ..

' go pasar ther 2 eat .. teman mum go buy some chinese medicine .. i saw tht car .. i noe tht is .. some1 i familiar .. but .. i m not sure .. but after i take a look .. it is .. haiz .. make me uncomfortable a wholeday .. minded wif tht face ..'

Tht is ~`
..........

Thanks 4 Log into n take a look on my Blog .. ^^

普普通通的一天

2009-07-14T02:17:00.000-07:00

昨晚没睡好，整夜都被那些讨厌的蚊子叮。
又睡又醒酱。
到2.30才睡着。
应为我已经投降到别的房间去睡了。
算我怕了它们吧。
今早又要7早8早期床，去上学。
好惨！
可怕的事，迟一点，我们就要每天都3/4点放学了。
不是平时的1.20。
讲起来，也不懂留在学校酱久干嘛？
上课又不是。
‘哈密都不是’。
酱留酱久搞？
真得不懂他们怎么想的？
虐待麽？
等下第二天在班上钓鱼又讲我们，没做功课又讲。
什么都是我们错的啦！

真的真的没有办法。
谁叫我选择读中六。
还要在育华tim 。
唯有接受咯。
谁叫他们大完的。>.<

donoe what can i put as topic ..

2009-07-12T04:58:00.000-07:00

haiz ..
actually this week i hav no time 2 update my blog lo ..
no time ..
busy bout those ENDLESS homework n exercise ..
HAIZ ~~
MMT , Chemy , PA , Physics ..
all my mind r fulled with words n numbers ..
haiz ..
haiz ..
haiz ..

lagi ..
my body hvn recover from the sickness ..
seinz ..
2 weeks dy ..
stil hvn recover ..
haiz ..
make me cant eat this cant drink tht ..
Argh !!!
' bo bian ' ..
who call my body tht lemah leh ..

2day quite ok la ..
dint go anywhere ..

ok a bit la ..
cuz a person juz ruined my day ..

What Will You Do ..

2009-07-11T03:45:00.000-07:00

If Today Was Your Last Day ??

Nickelback - DarkHorse

My Best Friend Gave Me The Bast Advise

He Said Each Day Is A Gift Not A Given Right

Leave No Stone Unturned , Leave No Fear Behind

And Take The Path Less Traveled By

The First Step you Take Is The Longest Stride

If Today Was Your Last Day

And Tomorrow Was Too Late

Could You Say Goodbye To Yesterday ?

Would You Live Each Moment Like Your Last

Leave Old Picture In The Back ?

Donate Every Dime Have

If Today Was Your Last Day

Against The Grain Should Be A Way Of Life

What's Worth The Price Is Always Worth The Fight

Every Seconds Counts' Cause There's Not Second Try

So Live Like You'll Never Live It Twice

Don't Take The Free Ride In Your Own Life

If Today Was Your Last Day

And Tomorrow Was Too Late

Could You Say Goodbye To Yesterday ?

Would You Live Each Moment Like Your Last ?

Leave Old Picture In The Past ?

Donate Every Dime You Had ?

And Would You Call Those Friends You Never See ?

Reminicse Old Memories ?

Would You Forgive Your Enemies ?

And Would You Find The One You're Dreaming Of ?

Swear Up And Down To God Above ?

That You'll Finally Fall In Love

If Today Was Your Last Day

Would You Make Your Mark By Mending A Broken HEART ?

You Know It's Never Too Late To Shoot For The Stars

Regardless Of Who You Are

So Do Whatever It Takes

Cause' You Can't Rewind A Moment In This Life

Let Nothing Stand In Your Way

Cause' The Hand Of Time Are Never On Your Side

If Today Was Your Last Day

And Tomorrow Was Too Late

Could You Say Goodbye To Yesterday ?

Would You Live Each Moment Like Your Last ?

Leave Old Picture In The Past ?

Donate Every Dime You Had ?

And Would You Call Those Friends You Never See ?

Reminicse Old Memories ?

Would You Forgive Your Enemies ?

And Would You Find That One You're Dreaming Of ?

Swear Up And Down To God Above

That You'd Finally Fall In Love

IF TODAY WAS YOUR LAST DAY ?

I Totally In Love With This Song When I Heard It ..

The Rythm , Lyrics ..

Good ..

So , What You You Do ..

IF ..

IF .. Today Was Your Last Day ?? i would call her and say ' i love you ! '

i would just straight pick up the phone n call those on my list ..

anyone ..

even a simply ' HI !! '

Why Do I kEEp On Fishing All The Day ??

2009-07-03T00:36:00.000-07:00

fishing ..
means ..
wanna sleep but cant sleep n the eyes kept on closing ..
tht kind of condition ..

after start my Form 6 career ..
i donoe y i cant b like last time in form 4/5 ..
cuz last time i m the 1 tht wont ' fishing ' 1 ..
donoe y after arive 2 form 6 ..
all things changed ..
the condition ..
sometimes occurs ..
but i cant control it ..
seinz ..
sometimes even during MUET clas oso like this ..
seinz ..
i donoe y my fizikal sudenly changed like this ..

haiz ..
can i ask 4 my form 4/5 de physical condition back ??
pls ..
haiz ..
i dont wanna b a fisherman anymore ..

haiz ..
i guess i dont hav anything 2 say dy ..
hahaha ..
no topic ..
oh ..
i hav 1 ..
2day ..
during the PA class ..
sudenly my hp shake ..
it is a msg from my lovely dude ..
he say he is in deep trouble ..
i wonder what kind of problem he's facing ..
so , i replied ..
n thn he replied wif a strange , funny thing ..
hahaha ..
since he wont b writing bout this thing in his blog ..
i guess i cant b so ' tiga lapan ' n say it all here de ..
juz can conclude tht ..
2day he's facing a vy vy vy 尴尬 de condition ..
haiz ..
god bless u la ..
dude:
y dont u juz use this opportunity n do somethings tht will benifit u ??
since she are stil wondering the porblem ..
u can juz continue it n ..
haha ..
u got it la ..
anyway ..
dont let this affect u in ur study la ..
it is juz a suggestion 2 u la ..
it always need u urslf 2 d decide the ything u wanna do ..
as mr.poon always say so ..
SEMOGA ANDA BERJAYA !!!

Modified Song ..

2009-06-29T23:47:00.000-07:00

actually ..
whn i 1st heard this song ..
i dont like it ..
but as i listen it more n more ..
it keep on flying inside my mind ..
bcuz of the rythm n lyric quite easy ..
so ..
after i listen i juz pop out an alternate lyric in my mind ..
so ..
i write it down here ..
hope u all like it ..

Original Song : Teardrops On My Guitar
Artist : Taylor Swift

爱情，到底，是什么可笑的东西
心理，想你，也就能这样做而已
我猜我并不配
和你在一块
应为你并不了解暗恋的味道
见你开心
我的爱情，也就只能这样而已
你说你不开心
笑容离开了你
见你伤心我并不会站边看
现在我只想把你抱在我的胸膛
好让你能够感觉到我的安全感
我的人，我的心，会一直保护你

爱情，对你，让我每天都开心
能抱着你，爱着你
我会一辈子也不放弃
你一定会发现
我温暖的心
能让你好好休息，不必再烦恼
现在我只想把你抱在我的胸膛
好让你感觉到我的安全感
我的人，我的心，会一直保护你

当我写部落格
当我心情低落
你的脸庞一定会在我的脑海
现在我只想把你抱在我的胸膛
好让你能够感觉到我的安全感
我的心，我的爱，会一直守护你
在暗中保护你，一直到永远
我一定永远的等你
等你，爱你，一件容易的事而已

The End ..

i donoe how it sounds like whn changed the lyric ..
so ..
juz take a listen n if got comment pls commen ..
tQ ^^

When U Know The Source , There Aint No Problem

2009-06-27T22:52:00.000-07:00

kinda same everyday ..
cuz ..
juz wake up n eat n sleep ..
juz like an ordinary human beings ..
except wif some further things ..
like school , n tuition ..
haha ..

it seems my lovely dude ..
has some kind of problem ..
it is kinda sad 4 me ..
cuz i cant hlp much ..
' Sorry , Dude .. Can't Help .. '
haiz ..
juz like me ..
thn hav the similar problem b4 ..
but the different is ..
tht time my ' source of problem ' ain't close 2 me ..
so ..
the damage is reduced 2 survivor-ble degree ..
thts y i m still ALIVE 2day ..
haha ..
ALTHUOGH , it is still something tht the effect tht left bhind ..
so thts y i m stil a bit of ..
' unvoulantary action ' whn i meet her ..
thts y whn ah gan ask me bout tht thing ..
i reli reli donoe how 2 asnwer ..
totally spechless ..
[ dude ] :
do your best ..
mana tak 'song' ..
come my home ..
i ply winning wif u ..
n tht time u got 2 choise ..
1st , i chose liverpool n thn i win u ..
2nd , u chose liverpool n i let u win ..
hahah ..

Optimus , The Prime Of Transformes

2009-06-27T01:37:00.000-07:00

haha ..
finally got time 2 write n express my exciment out here ..
hahaha ..
cuz ytd nite i hav juz watched the Best Movie i ever seen ..
Transformers : Revenge Of The Fallen ..
wat a great great best best shocking shocking movie ..
11.15pm in Metro Kajang ..
ended 1.45 in the midnite ..
haha ..
2 1/2 Hr ..
of loong exciting movie ..

after watching this movie ..
i m so concern tht Optimus Prime ..
the leader of the Autobots ..
is the greatest of all time ..
he himslf face 3-4 decepticons alone ..
which include Megatron ( Galvatron ) ..
i like the fighting part ..
cuz it is all juz pure FIGHTING Skills of Prime ..
wif 2 Red Hot Blade from his both hands ..
wat a great fight ..
although he do saved Sam from falling in2 the hand of Megatron ..
but he oso lost him life in the battle while megatron killed him ..

according 2 the legend ..
The Fallen , which is 1 out of 7 of the original Prime of Cybertonian ..
can only b killed by Prime ..
as Optimus Prime dead ..
he starts his revenge ..

but finally ..
with the trust of Sam n all the others ..
they manage 2 save Optimus Prime from his death ..
n finally ..
wif the scarifie of another Transformers ..
which is an Quite Old 1 la ..
Jetfire ..
Optimus Prime destroyed The Fallen n saved Earth ( & Sun ) ..

Wat A Great Best Movie ..
since Megatro n Starscream stil alive ..
i think they stil got 3rd Epidsode ..
haiz ..
need 2 wait again ..
no choise ..
i will ..
hahahaha ..

' Fate Rarely Calls Upon Us On The Moment Of Our Choosing ' ..
sometimes it does need so courage 2 do something tht u needed 2 but u dont want to ..
Optimus Prime , The Prime Of Transformes ..

A Day Fulled With Uncertaincy ..

2009-06-26T02:16:00.000-07:00

26th of June ..
yea ..
it is the birthday of my Buddy ..
Gan ..
but nvm ..
although i cant celeb wif him ..
i aredy sent a birthday msg 2 him as a wish la ..
' as i always do so .. '
hahaha ..
but 2day quite geng ..
a lot of things happened ..
erm ..
gotta change it 2 part la ..

1st ..
after school lo ..
wanna go metro pt. ply bowling de ma ..
but i dismiss 12.35 ..
others 1.20 ..
gotta wait lo ..
but the god leh ..
donoe y sudenly rain lo ..
1stly wanna go the by kaki de ..
thn hav 2 b driver again ..
but my car aint BIG ..
juz can handle a few ppl ..
so ..
so sad de ..
jia wei n syh ho thm hav 2 walk ..
i felt tht i m so bad la ..
sorry ~~
thn my passager ..
pei yeen , my bro , loh , yap ..
fulled all the space avaliable in the car ..
ahah ..
like normal ..
whn yap n my bro r both in the car ..
gotta b slow whn crossing a obstacle ..
if dont ..
sure kena bottom of the car ..

2nd ,
reached metro pt. ..
go xi-men-ding thre eat wor ..
donoe how 2 say ..
cuz ..
it hav cover all the things tht shouldn't b hav as a restaurant ..
expensive n not sedap ..
but the problem is ..
i donoe y i m so in bad mood 2day ..
juz cant pop out a smile in my face ..
n after finsh eating ..
all of them wan 2 go n pay lo ..
6ppl ..
RM101 ..
but i heard is RM111 ..
so i gv Rm111 ..
tht cashier ..
nvr count 1 ..
juz kutip ..
afterwards i only realize tht i juz gv more RM10 ..
seinz ..
go back n take lo ..
thank godness finaly thy stil giv us back ..
sorry of being so busy 4 thm ..
but i think i wont go thre n eat again ..
haa ..

3rd ,
ply bowling lo ..
kinda ok de ..
but as i ply down ..
semakin kurang the mark ..
thn sambil main sambil dulan ..
thank godness juz 2 game ..
if dont ..
ltr come out a 10 marks ..

4th ,
last but not least ..
a day fulled wif those things reli make me ..
donoe how 2 say dy ..
but after finsh plying the bowling ..
i go metro kj n buy the ticket 4 2nite de movie lo ..
finally got ticket ..
finally i can watch dy ..
sorry 2 all my friends ..
i hv 2 ..
SORRY ..
but on the way back 2 metro pt. n take my car ..
i saw some1 ..
some1 tht i familiar ..
some1 tht looks like a friend of mine ..
Oh My God ..
is ' her ' ..
it is aredy bout 3 months since i last saw her ..
on the day tht v took our SPM result ..
2day ..
' she ' looks different ..
black shirt with white vertical stripes ..
black skirt ..
much more like an OL ..
wif her mum bside ..

i hav 2 say ..
i m totally whn i saw her ..
thank godness i dint panic ..
stil hav a wave of hand ..
wif a ' shock ' smile on my face ..
juz like last time ..
nothing changed ..
between us ..

' I Am Still Wondering Why I Put The Tittle As My Tittle Today , May Be Because There Ared Still A Lot Of Things That Happend To Me , I Still Cannot Figure It Out What Had Happened . Because Of Her , I Am Yet Again Have To Think About It . Think About Something That I've Never Think For A Long Time . Actually There Are Much More That I Can Talk About In Here , But If I Continue , Most Of My Friends Won't Know What Am I Talking About , Even Who Am I Talking About . Nevermind , May Be Left It As A Unknow May Be Better For Me . '
- Just Another Day Of UNCERTAINCY -

new formula for form 6 ..

2009-06-23T23:36:00.000-07:00

new formula for Us ( the Form 6 ) ..
white shirts + white pants = OLD , Mature .. etc.
wat Da !!
2day hav 2 went down 2 lobby 2 take foto ..
but v donoe our form teacher -> Mr.Bala ..
is rushing ..
cuz v only noe tht Mr.Pradeep r busy ..
need 2 rush ..
so ..
act like all the human in the eraly in the morning ..
' FAST like a Snail ' ..
the foto club de teacher ( i guess , cuz i donoe what her name ==" )
keep on ' Blow ' us .. ( Halau .. )
wan us 2 line up ..
from hight 2 short ..
' i leave it 2 all of u ar !! , cuz u all r form 6 dy , sure can handle urslf la ~ ' ..
she said ..
after bout 1 min ..
back again n thn ask y we so slow ..
' c'mon , ei !! , Form 6 AREDY lo .. , act like a Form 6 la ' ..
' u donoe ur form teacher is rushing meh ?? , Faster la ' ..
afterwards ..
line-up .. post .. snap pic ..
thn back 2 class ..
seinz ..

' We Are Form 6 No Doubt , But We Are Just Like Ordinary Students Of Yu Hua .. '
so ..
there r no difference between us n those form 4 , 5 ..
seinzz ..
no choise ..
who call us 2 b the oldest students in the whole school ..
thts y we should b MATURE ??
thts y we should b treat like tht ??
haiz ..
who noes ..

2day in school juz keep on doing the MMT ..
seinz ..
QC 2.2 ..
14 question ..
WT* ..
haiz ..
do til 3rd question aredy BTH ..
so ..
since mr.Bala dint come ..
juz put my head down n take a FAST Nap ..
hahaha ..
juz keep on nap n wake 4 a half of hour ..
hahaha ..
looks a bit s*hai la ..
but no choise ..
if i do continue ..
my head will b fulled wif ' 1 , 2 , 3 , .. x , y , z .. f(x)=? ..
so ..
i decided 2 Stop a while ..
hahahaha ..

2day was the premier of the Transformers : Revenge Of The Fallen ..
i think all of the Transformers Fans around the M'sia would b as Happy as i m ..
haha ..
but i hav 2 wait more less the 72hrs more n thn i can meet thm ..
wat a loooong period ..
hahaha ..
what can i don except WAIT ??
hahaha ..

Saturday !!

2009-06-23T00:17:00.000-07:00

From THE DEEP DEEP bottom of my heart ..
i wanna say ..
say somthing 2 som1 ..

the person is ..
our head master ..
mr.chan ..
hahaha ..
n the thing i wanna say is ..
sorry ..
cuz i cant attent 2 school this weekend while mr. want us 2 attent ..
vy vy sorry ..
a thousand sorry i wanna say 2 our dear head master ..
DAM* Sorry ..

cuz ..
nothing stands in between me n Transformers ..
except my family la ..
but they aredy noe i wanna go n meet those ' Cars ' , ' Trucks ' .. ETC ..
so ..
sorry la ..
cuz i cant lo ..
reli reli sorry la ..
i promise i wil b clever afterwards .. =="
hahahaha ..

[ lovely dude ]
kinda shock 2day ..
y ??
cuz somting normally dint happen did happened ..
y i say so ..
this is bcuz ..
i hav 2 remind u 1st la ..
me n urs ' ! ' .. ( u noe wat i mean se ~~ )
doesnt tht kenal la ..
haha ..
u got me can dy la ..
i say so cuz early in the morning 2day ..
in school ..
old place ..
i saw her ..
n she say ' hi ' .. ( peiyeen is behind me la , donoe she say it 2 her o me )
Shock me deeply ..
hahaha ..
i react vy vy slow ..
like bout 2 seconds after she did ..
hahahaha ..
i donoe wat had happened ..

( = _ = " )

Presentation .. No Fear .. ' N tht's a Lie ' ..

2009-06-22T01:37:00.000-07:00

2day gotta do a presentation in front of the class ..
MUET lo ..
cuz our MUET teacher - Miss KOK ..
wanna test n examinate our speaking skills ..
1 1/2 min - 2 min ..
seems like last time doing Lisan test ..
but it is quite diff from face 2 face wif teacher n wif the WHOLE class ..
the condition aint same n the feeling seems no oso ..
haha ..

actually quite confident de ..
wanna talk bout the topic since last week ..
but whn u prepared ..
all prepared ..
but once u stand in front of the class n Speakur 12st word ..
it all change ..
i start 2 shake ..
' means fustrated ' ..
something like tht la ..
haha ..
after finshed ..
all seems 2 b vy Shuang ..
hahaha ..
miss kok say i got my TACTIC ..
' is to get you all from know , to unknow ' ..
hahaha ..
it count as a praise 4 me la .. ^^
hahahaa ..
cuz i talk bout' Global Warming ..
tht will cause GLOBAL COOLING ..
seems new 2 all of my friends ..
thts make me proud ..
hahahaha ..
nothing la ..
actually it is juz a topic i heard whn i m watchng the National Geographic Channel ..
quite interesting 4 me ..
cuz ..
new ma ..
never thought b4 tht global warming tht ' warm / heat ' the world ..
may lead 2 the global freezing o cooling ..
sound interseting ..
hahaha ..

afterwards ..
will b meeting optimus n bumble bee in the MidValley ..
this saturday ..
hahahahahhahahahahahaha !!!

- Here i'd Come lo ~~

[ lovely dude ]
cham lo ..
dude ..
i sudenly got a strange strange feeling leh ..
bout the person tht looks like the person tht i doesnt familiar ..
i juz told u tht i gotta stay away from it ..
no i donoe y ..
oh my god ..
Not AGAIN ?!?!?

- do slap my face whn i talk about it again , thankx ..

( jus tht i gotta kick u back ^^ )

Quite Busy These Dayz ..

2009-06-19T19:56:00.000-07:00

these dayz vy vy busy lo ..
cuz ..
got a lot of things 2 do ..
MM , Chemistry , Physics , PA ..
juz all the ssubject got work 2 do la ..
even more Sad ..
i got myslf sick ..
seinz ..
donoe y ..
once sick ..
my body doesnt react 2 my brain de command ..
juz keep on closing my eyes while i m paying attention 2 the teacher ..
seinz ..
these week aredy a few time ..
i m ' fishing' in the class ..
cham ..

lagi ..
next week i gotta present somthing in front of the class ..
bcuz of out MUET teacher ..
want us 2 show our speaking skills ..
so ..
gotta find somting 2 talk about lo ..
cham ~~
i got an idea in my mind de ..
' Global Warming ' ..
seems quite boring izit ??
everytime oso this topic ..
hahaha ..
actually ..
my idea is ..
the ' Global Cooling ' tht caused by ' Global Warming ' ..
hahaa ..
i hav 2 find some article in the internet lo ..
cuz there r a lot of things bout this topic i m juz noe the ' Skin ' ..
hahaha ..

while i m writing this blog ..
i found it ..
hahah ..
kemas kemas a bit b4 present it ..
hahahaaha ..
2min ..
i guess i can de ..

*
these dayz ..
while walking back 2 class after recess ..
i saw i girl ..
erm ..
form6 oso ..
i m sure she is Art stream 1 ..
cuz i dint c her around the Dewan Block ..
y i remember ..
bcuz she got a face tht is vy familiar ..
familiar 2 some1 tht i noe ..
some1 tht i noe a little ..
haha ..
nothing special actually ..
hahah ..

donoe y i write bout her in my blog ??
may b my this time i dont hav much 2 write bout ..
hahahah ..
write song ' lung word ' ..
hahahaha ..

Crazy Crush ( Crush - David Archuleta )

2009-06-16T02:33:00.000-07:00

i hang up the comp. tonight
something happened for the last time
deep inside
it was a rush , what a RUSH
cause the possibility
tht you would hav feel the same way
about me
it aint much , it aint much
why do i keep running from the truth
all i ever though is YOU
you got me hypnotized
so mesmerised
and i just got to know
do you ever think
when i'm all alone
all that memory
where ever it go
am i crazy o falling in love
it is really jus a crazy crush
do you catch you breath
when i look at you
are you holding back
like the way i do
cause i'm tryin' tryin' to walk away
but i know this crush ain't goin' ok , goin ok ~
has it ever cross your mind
when you're hangin' , spending time girl
are we just friends
it is wrong , it is wrong
see it's a chance i gotta take
cause i believe i can make this into
something that will last , last forever , forever
Do you ever think
when i all alone
all that memory
where ever it go
am i crazy or falling in love
is it really just a crazy crush
do you catch your breath
when i look at you
are you holding back
like the way i do
cause i am tryin' tryin' to walk away
but i know this crush ain't goin' ok , goin ok ~~
why do i keep running from the truth
all i ever think about is you
you got me hypnotised
so mesmerised
and i just got to know
do you ever think
when i am all alone
all that memory
where ever it go
am i crazy or falling in love
it is really just a crazy crush
do you catch your breath
when i look at you
are you holding back
like the way i do
cause i am tryin' tryin' to walk away
but i know this crush ain't goin' ok , goin' ok , goin' ok ~

[ The End ]
*
this is a song tht i love it since i heard it ..
no doubt it is a nice song to listen for ..
i like it much not just because of its rythm ..
i m oso attracted by its lyric ..
where i think it is well fit to my situation during that time ..

School ReOpened - The Start Of War

2009-06-15T05:40:00.000-07:00

2day the school reopened ..
n tht means the start og the WAR for me ..
erm ..
o can i say all of the students of School la ..
but now ..
those who r Upper 6 n Form 5 1 ..
now sure relly preparing 4 war dy ..
cuz their final exam ( SPM / STPM ) near ..

but it wil soon b us ..
cuz ..
time passes vy fast ..
in a blink of eye ..
i may change n missed a lot ..
so ..
i better pick up my armor ..
ready 2 stand n fight ..

2day leh ~~
quite ok de ..
juz a bit sienz ..
cuz ..
our pyhsics teacher dint come ..
so ..
i juz slpt 4 2 period ..
hahaha ..
cuz ytd aint sleep well ..
so ..
quite tired 2day morning ..
hahaha ..
n ..
2day leh ..
our Pn.Chua punya ' Kai Son ' ..
juz keep asking me the same question ..
haiz ..
will he feel boring ..
' but dude , i dint gv out any answer .. '
' u can put the trust on me .. '

n for my lovely n kindly LOH CHEE HOU ,
bukan i tak mau bagi tau u ..
if i belum hav my pal's permission ..
i cant leave out anything 2 u ..
no matter anything u set as a bait 2 me ..
it wont success ..
4 further info , pls as the 1 who involved ..
n tht's no me ..
hahaha ..
pls pls pls ..
next time dont sms me 2am in the morning ..
n it juz contain 5 words ..
' ..... , HAHA ' ..
= = "
spechless ..
n ..
u owe me a lunch ..
dont 4get ..
until the day i die i oso wil remember it ..
u cant escape ..
HAHAHAHAH ~~

Study Smart ..
Study Much ..
Thn ,
Study Wont b Hard ..

Summary ( Pc Got Some Problem )

2009-06-12T09:01:00.000-07:00

actually testerday aredy wanna write dy ..
but sudenly pc cant online ..
donoe the problem ..
so ..
wait lo ..
wait until 2day morning de ..
but stil cant online ..
reli d*lan lo ..
tryda fix it ..
hahaha ..
joke meh ..
who m i ..
can i fix a pc ??
hahaha ..
i aint an expert in computering ..
i think all of my friends noe it ..
hahaha ..
so ..
leave it a while hope it is juz a streamyx problem lo ..
go ply ps2 lo ..
ply til sienz dy watch tv ..
watch til sienz dy go check if i can online o not lo ..

stil cannot ..
thn try 2 find somting tht can fix it ..
manual ..
call friends ..
all proper solution la ..
stil cant fix it ..
wat wat ' DNS ' problem wor ..
soh told me it is the modem punya problem ..
but u noe la ..
电脑白痴..
do nothing ..
thn call my ' computer uncle ' ..
ahhaha ..
the 1 who help us 2 fix whn got problem la ..
hahaha ..
he told my bro ( cuz i m eating , wanna tuition afterwards ) ..
it is the DNS problem ..
n whn he search 4 it ..
it is juz a slightly adjusment done 2 the code by some1 ..
donoe who's the noob ( may b is me ^^ ) ..
who adjust it ..
Noob !!
waste time ..
hahaha ..

afterwards go tuition lo ..
excell ..
Physics ..
actually i wanna drive 2 there de ..
but i scare dont hav parking ..
so ..
my cousin send me there ..
no choise ..
next time ba ..
hehehehe ..

but somthing i must say ..
i reli started 2 like physic dy ..
all the things may b like common sense ..
but it included a lot of thoery n calculation inside ..
which raise my attention everytime i solve the question ..
in chinese called ' 满足感 ' ...
hahaha ..
a strong feel of it ..
hahaha ..

[ Football / Soccer Area ]
haiz ..
there r somthing tht all of the MU's fan around the world wont like 2 heard ..
it is ..
MU has AGREEDED a 80M pound transfer of their own Star ..
Cristiano Ronaldo ..
sienz ..

to my lovely dude :
i donoe who u feel whn u heard this news ..
but i hav u tell u ..
no matter how u feel ..
next time ..
MU can b used whn u come n ply ..
so ..
tht time no Ronaldo ..
the result will b different ..
i guess ^^

so ..
BRACE URSLF .. :]

Deep Inside .. A Place Where I Called Memory

2009-06-10T08:27:00.000-07:00

it is been a long long time since i have a ' CRUSH ' on you ..
and i always hope that it is just a dream ..
because i always thaught that i am just ' A LITTLE TOO NOT OVER YOU ' ..
this is because there are way too much different between us ..
it is just too much ' BARRIERS ' ..
i have to say ..
if you ' TOUCH MY HAND ' ..
' YOU CAN ' make me feel like i am in heaven ..
and while you holding it ..
please ..
please ..
' DON'T LET GO ' ..
while you looks me in the eyes ..
i can feel that ' YOUR EYES DON'T LIE ' ..
so ..
if you throw ' MY HAND ' and go away ..
i will be ' RUNNING ' for the whole journey to chase you back ..
deep inside my mind ..
i just want ' TO BE WITH YOU ' ..
because ..
you are the ' ANGELS ' in my life ..

tuition day ~~

2009-06-10T08:05:00.000-07:00

vy clever 2day ..
cuz i wake up 6am in the moorning ..
hahaha ..
quite early if compare 2 the normal days of holiday ..
y wake up so earlier ??
wake up n study lo ..
hahahahaha ..
even i oso cant believe i said so ..
hahah ..
no la ..
go tuition la ..
actually is 4pm until 6pm de ..
but donoe y sudenly changed 2 10am - 12pm ..
ok lor ..
set the time on my hp ..
n sudenly change again ..
8am - 10am ..
lagi awal ..
haiz ..
no choise ..
follow lo ..
but as i say ..
i m beter thn som1 else ..
cuz i kena remind by my lovely dude ..
xinjie ..
dont hav ppl 2 tel her ..
so ..
she late 2 the tuition tht day ..
neh ~~
donoe who 2 blame lo ..
hahaha ..
may b our dasmond reli busy gua ..
4get her dy ..
hahaha ..
n 2day punya tuition lo ..
my lovely dude tel me there r some1 blocking his view 2wards the white board ..
hehehe ..
a person wif blue t-shirt ..
hahahaha ..
no choise ..
who want u sat so behind meh ..
haiz ..
cannot blame lo ..

juz a few days more thn v gotta back 2 school again ..
Bth lo ..
hav 2 study la ..
sleep earlier ..
wake up earlier ..
no choise ..
Form6 lo ..
as teacher said so ..
hav 2 start WAR ..
if u stop or hold ..
thn u die ..
simple ..
so ..
keep on MOVING ..

a trip to Sunway Pyramid ~

2009-06-08T08:15:00.000-07:00

haha ..
2day hav 2 trip 2 sunway pyramid wif some NS friends ..
actually ..
Some = Few ..
haha ..
ride ktm go lor ..
cuz kajang de friends juz left Ang n Meggie ..
so ..
ride lo ..
no choise ..
ride ktm .. ride bus .. walk ..
finaly reached Sunway ..
hahaha ..
2nd time ths year ..
i stil got the ticket which i go there last time ..
13/03/09 ..
juz a few days after i took my SPM result ..
n the ticket stil wif me ..
hehe ..
cuz v aint back by Ktm ..
actually is our friend's mum's car ..
so ..
quite ok ..
cuz no need 2 b like sardin while back 2 kajang ..
haha ..
2day go there got meet Ai Lee lo ..
n our lovely Sister ( Jie Jie ) ..
hahaha ..
nothing 2 do 1st de ..
ltr got a bit thristy thn go find some drink 2 drink ..
since here is jie jie's ' Place ' ..
so ..
she'll b our tour guide lo ..
v go ' Gasolin ' 2 hav 2 drink ..
n sit there bout 2 hours ..
actually 1st mind wanna drink shj de ..
but ltr chat chat until hungry dy ..
thn call food 2 eat lo ..
Quite ok la ..
BTH ..
hahahahaha ..
afterwards go jln jln lo ..
take some foto ..
n jie jie wanna leave earlier ..
i guess she got something 2 settle ..
i dint ask ..
so ..
bout 3 somting she aredy leave us ..
thn ..
no choise lo ..
wanna go ply bowling ..
' i reach there only realize tht metro point RM6/Game aint expensive ..
there..
RM8/Game ..
WAlau !!
Rompak meh .. ??
lagi .. the shoe rental ..
RM 1.50 ( Metro Pt. ) , RM 2.50 ( Sunway ) ..
Lao Eh .. !!
reli BTH de price ..
ok lor ..
wanna go c got movie watch o not ..
again ..
those ppl there ..
juz like a bunch of ..
people ..
hahaha ..
a lot of them ..
oh Mie God !!
all the movie juz left after 5pm punya ..
lagi teruk ..
sienz ..
thn go Popular lo ..
go there read so book ..
hehehe .. ( x text book )
n thn i remember tht our teacher which teach us 2 put a ' Cork ' in our mouth 1 ..
want us 2 buy a book 2 read n share among each other ..
i search lo ..
hahaha ..
novel like ' Transformers : Revenge Of The Fallen ' oso got tim ~~
hahaa ..
ltr lagi GENG ..
i saw a novel named ..
' Devil May C.. ' ..
not ' Devil May Cry ' ..
but is ' Devil May Care ' .. =="
reli kena Zdao tht time ..
hahaha ..
but afterwards ..
i realized tht miss joices aint my MUET teacher ..
hahaha ..
so ..
i dint brought any book back home ..
' Clever ' .. =="
hahahahaha ..
afterwads go eat somting la ..
Ang suggest go McD ..
so ..
go lo ..
hahaha ..
eat until half way got 2 ppl come n ask 4 donation ..
( buy a car sticker 2 help a child lo .. )
RM10/sticker ..
these 2 weeks aredy bleed dy ..
again RM10 .. lagi i donoe wanna trust him o not ..
cuz i saw his IC ..
940xxx-xx-xxxx ..
juz 15 years old ..
but wif ' Gam Mou ' ...
is there got any secondary school tht can let the students 2 colourize their hair ??
although it is school holiday now ..
but after tht i rejected him ..
wa .. after i say no hor ..
the ; black ' face straight come out lor ..
macam sangat dulan lo ..
nvm lo ..
thank god i finshed my meal ..
cuz he makes me lose all the ' feel ' of wanna eat dy ..
ltr go back lo ..
ride bus .. ktm ..
but at KL central v meet Ling ..
hahaha ..
vy got ' gorilla shit ' lo ..
hahahaha ..
chat a bit ..
thn he depart the train at Serdang ..
so ..
nothing 2 do ..
call mum ..
pick me up ..
n thn reach home ..
eat a bit ..
n go up 2 my bedroom n jump on2 my bed n sleep ..
juz wake up ..
thn rempas the pc from my bro ..n write blog ..
hahahaha ..
quite a day ..
full wif activities ..

quite boring these dayz ..

2009-06-06T10:51:00.000-07:00

2day wake up vy early ..
actually is my BIG bro la ..
he wanna go 2 school ..
while my dad n mum r preparing2 go 2 Segamet , Johor ..
these is somting tht r vy obvious ..
after i can drive ..
i soon become the driver of my brother ..
haha ..
may b thts the side effect of it ..
once u wanna drive ..
u hav 2 b the driver ..
even though my dad n mum hav been drive us 4 such a long time ..
now i noe whats the feeling of a driver ..
hahah ..
quite 50-50 a bit ..

these dayz seems vy normal 2 me ..
cuz i juz keep on listening 2 hitz.fm n if got some new song ..
n nice ..
juz go internet n dl it ( i noe it is illegal , sorry :P )
new songs n oso some old songs ..
few dayz b4 while searching 4 some songs ..
i found tht shayne ward ..
which is the winner of x-factor of 2005 ( quite a long time )
tht r some of his song tht i never listen b4 ..
n it is quite nice ..
with his 1st album .. ' BREATHLESS '
n the main song ..
Breathless ..
most of us noe tht he is a talented singer ..
wif a beautiful voice .. ( espicially while high pitch ) ..
even some girls cannot reach it ..
GENG !!!
hahah ..

oh ..
it seems now there r a lot of ppl starting 2 Blog ..
haha ..
may b it is fun ..
i guess ..
o a kind of sharing o communicating each other ..
hahaha ..
actually ..
my opinion 2wards blog is a place of expressing feeling ( bad /sad )
but now i found tht there r other use of the blog ..
erm ..
can share something lo ..
hahahaha ..
hope this continue ..
hahaha ..
activity like this may keep our freindship 4ever ..
hahaha ..

no coffee allowed ..

2009-06-05T08:24:00.000-07:00

these day vy strange as i writen on my last blog ..
2day ..
haha ..
quite different ..
cuz ..
instead of drinking coffee ..
i go make a cup of milo ..
haha ..
may b i m way tooooooo lazy 2 tear a packet of white coffee ..
straight go pick up the tin tht contain the milo powder ..
put some sugar inside ..
thn pour some hot H2O inside ..
hahah ..
n thn enjoy it wif the remote control in my hand ..

these days always stay at home ..
dint go anyway ..
vy vy guai !!
hahaha ..
no la ..
cuz last week aredy bleeding dy ..
beter dont spend 2 much ..
as they say ..
' future money ' ..
which means ' dad's money ' ..
but ..
few days b4 ..
meigie sms me 2 ask me wanna go out n meet those friends form NS o not ..
i m stil strugling wanna go o not ..
haha ..
but yesterday i gav her a confimed answer ..

next monday ( 8th June ) ..
i will go sunway pyramid n meet them ..
may b not ALL of them ..
beter thn dont la .. ^^

write until now i oso donoe what i wanna say dy ..
erm ..
my lovely dude go back 2 kampung dy ..
donoe he got saw my comment o not ..
haha ..
if he does ..
hope he can get my meaning ..
cuz ..
' wise man think alike ' ..
erm ..
sometimes lo .. ^^

oh .. 1 more important thing ..
2mr ..
6th of June ..
is the birthday of 1 of my ' cute ' , ' beautiful ' , ' adorable ' daughter ..
hahaha ..
i noe she wil always take a fast look of my blog ..
so ..
hope she c this ..

msg 2 her :
haha ..
1 more year older dy ..
hope u can b more mature dy la ..
erm .. actually i mean ..
erm ..
u got it ok la ..
hope u will hav a happy birthday la ..
cuz it is ur 18th b'day ..
hope u will hav a vy vy vy happy memory tht wil kept inside ur heart ..
no matter who , where u celebrate it ..
hahah ..
as a ' papa ' ..
i hav 2 say ..
it is aredy normal while i heard ' a ba ' ..
i sure will noe is one of u all ..
hahaha ..
kinda strange ..
but i m aredy normal wif it ..
no mater as a friend o wat la ..
juz hope u can b who u r ..
n always live a happy life ..
cuz as those elder say so ..
快乐也是一天，不快乐也是一天。
快乐不快乐也是要过日子。

B HAPPY ~~

Coffee_咖啡

2009-06-04T07:57:00.000-07:00

these days seems a bit strange ..
bout' 2pm ..
i will automatically go n make a cup of coffee ..
take the coffee n put it on the living room's table ..
drink it while watching tv ..
quite a strange action ..
but somtimes ..
it makes me cannot sleep at night ..
DUL*N ..
hahah ..

some of the expert suggest tht drinking coffee do benefit ur body ..
donoe la ..
cuz the expert n pro say so ..
but drink a lot may damage up heart ..
so ..
i hav 2 control myslf dy ..
haha ..
cuz last time only during exam time i will hav this kind of action ..
haha ..

may b as a song say :
咖啡麻醉不了孤单，是会让夜更长
haha ..
may b it is right ..
haha ..
4 me situation ..
dont think too much ..
haha ..
actually ' dont think too much ' ..
last time i heard from all of my friends whn i m facing my ' porblem ' ..
i guess ..
this time it is suitable for my lovely dude ..
cuz ..
donoe la ..
looks like he's having some kind of problem ..
problem of ' cant focusing ' n ' keep staring ' ..
actually it is just a sign of fall in love wif some1 ..
( sounds like an expert dy , haha .. :P )
hahah ..
so ..
say me ' long breath ' i oso wanna say la dude ..
' dont think tooooo much , time will b a good solution 4 u '
so ..
b cool ..
n stay strong .. ^^

parents aint at home these 2 days ..

2009-05-31T23:01:00.000-07:00

these 2 days ..
my parents n my little brother went 2 DESARU , JB ..
so ..
juz left me n my big Bro at home ..
quite ok during the 1st day ..
cuz ..
got go out wif frends ma ..
n spends a lot of CASh tim ~~
haha ..
but after tht ..
seems sienz dy ..
may b next week gotta start study la ..
haha ..

yesterday ..
donoe wat time la ..
sudenly got thunder n thn rain ..
n thts means no electrical appliances r using ..
so ..
sleep lo ..

n ths gotta b STRANGE ..
sleep ..
i mostly wont hav any dream ..
may b affected by tht dude ..
always say ' in my dream ' ..
haha ..
strangely enough ..
i dreamed ..
not very remember all the dream ..
but ..
i juz noe tht it is a bus stop ..
n it is raining ..
a lot of ppl stand there ..
under the bus stop ..
n thn ..
i wake up dy ..

after tht ..
i asked myslf ..
hav i ever been in the similar place b4 ..

n the answer is ..
YES ..
thts the day tht i will never ever 4get ..
it is the happiest day of my form 4 ..

here's the story ..
tht day is a day of bowling ..
so ..
gotta ride bus lo ( last time stil go WARTA ply bowling ) ..
but ..
i find out somthing b4 i board the bus ..
she's comming too ..
at tht time ..
i happy until Siao dy ..
but ..
fortunally i always practice my self-contol ..
so ..
nothing shown on my face ..
haha ..

during the playing ..
i dint scored well ( tht time not vy pro , no oso la , but improved a bit )
y ??
bcuz ..
my mind aint concentrate on the lane , the pin , o the ball in my hand ..
my eyes keep looking at her bout' 6/7 lane away form my lane ..
so ..
i m a bit off-standard tht day ..
hahah ..

the climax of my day is on the part where v r waiting 4 bus 2 come n send us back 2 school ..
n tht time ..
v r waiting bside the bus stop ..
cuz under the bus stop is full of ppl ..
n tht time ..
the sky sudenlly rained ..
so ..
v r juz 2 of bout' 10 tht kena rain ..
so ..
at tht time ..
i ask her ..
' y ur friends act like ths ' ( cuz her friend go somewhere away from us )
' i donoe ' she replied ..
thts the 1st conservation btween me n her 4 the 1st time thru out the form4 life ..
although v dint talk much ..
but it aredy enough 4 me ..

it is kinda strange i sudenly dream bout' somting like ths ..
but no doubt ..
although things changed now ..
but the memories bout' the incident ..
i stil remember ..
n it is always in m memory thru out my life time ..

i guess i hav writen ths STORY b4 in my older blog ..
but som of the new reader ( if hav ) dont noe bout' it ..
so ..
i guess i hav 2 tel u tht ..
u r free 2 read n leave som comment here ..
any things ..
thankX .. ^^

whn i all comes together ..

2009-05-30T21:20:00.000-07:00

yesterday ..
30th of May ..
a day full with activities n fun ..
cuz ..
go mid-V wth a lot of friendz ..
n watched the 2nd most wanted movie 4 me ths year ..
which is ..
Terminator : Salvation ..
the movie quite massive ..
cuz a lot of ' Bing , Bang ' Boom ' ..
hahaha ..
n the story line quite impresive ..
' there is someting thn differentiate humans n machines ' ..
' it is the strength of the humans heart '
' n thts wht make the different '
Nice words ..
Nice movie ..

BUT ~~
i dint put the title ' terminator .. ' o ' Midvally-Walkton ' ..
cuz there is an ' ACCIDENT ' happend whn i m watching the movie ..
erm ..
since cinema there r FULL with ppl ..
u can imagine wht will b the place 4 us 2 sat ..
hardly got a row of 12 seats ..
but it is the 2nd row ..
but no choise lo ..
v hav 2 watch it ..
haha ..

ok ..
i write it like ths ..
what u should n u should not do b4 watching a movie ..
so ..
1st , go 2 toilet b4 u watch a movie ..
2nd, if can .. dont ever sit in the middle if u fail 2 do no.1 ..
3nd, if u fail 2 do no.1 , 2 .. dont drink too much ..
4th , never ever buy a LARGE coke even u think ur urinary bladder is HUGE ..
5th , dont rush 2 toilet just after the movie is over , it wil make u look like STUPID ..

n thts y ~~
haha ..
part of the movie i dint pay much attention on it ..
cuz ..
' somebody wanna go put out some FIRE ' ..
furthermore ..
i sat on the middle ( tepat tepat ) ..
with a LARGE coke in my hand ..
so ..
whts happens next ..
i guess i no need 2 explain much ..
this giv me a lesson ..
dont ever ever never ever buy a LARGE coke even thought there is a dude wanna share wif u ..
haha ..
cuz u might cant control urslf n wanna drink it all b4 he did ^^

a day full of bloody spending ..
watch movie ..
eat sushi ..
oh my god ..
heavily injured my wallet ..
haha ..

as my lovely dude say it in his blog ..
tak tau siape noob tu ..
cakap pergi makan sushi king ..
makan sampai cedera para ..
but ..
actully ..
i m quite ok wif it ..
cuz as a consumer ..
whn u eat sushi ..
u hav 2 ..
1. hav more thn RM50 in ur dompet
2. wise , chose the blue plate 2 eat ( even though it is nothing special , but cheap )
3. order green tea 2 drink ( can refill )
4. dont ever sit on the last seat of the row ( if ur friends is sitting a row b4 u )
5. hav fun n enjoy some raw flesh

but i m quite impressed wif myslf ytd ..
cuz ..
this is the 1st time i fetch ths many of ppl ..
yap + dude + soh + yoke woon + me + my Bro = >400kg
haha ..
but night time got dinner punya parking x baik ..
cuz i m still working wif my parking skills ..
hope 1 day wil b better ..

but for SURE ..
next stop ..
TRANSFORMERS : REVENGE OF THE FALLEN

i get the info is tht it will b in cinema ..
24th of JUNE ..
oMg !!
cant WAit ..
cuz it is the most wanted movie 4 Lazy Jelous Youth 4 year 2009 ..
v awaits u ..

2day doesn't sleep much ..

2009-05-28T01:28:00.000-07:00

2day ..
quite a bad day la ..
a bad day 4 all the Man Utd Fans ( like me ) ..
cuz they lost 2-0 2 barcalona ..
n tht aint a 50-50 match ..
it is a 70-30 match with barca took the 70 n Man Utd juz 30 ..
Quite Cham oso ..
may bcuz the barca reli reli deserve it ..
but i cant believe they can win tht trophy with juz a little bit effort ..
may b they got some WORLD-Classed Player like ..
Messi , Eto'o , Henry , Xavi , Iniesta ..
all of them r reli good in technique ..
brilliant ..
espacially Xavi ..
he not juz deserve the trophy ..
he oso deserve the awards of ' Best player of Euro 2008 ' ..
no doubt bout' it ..
and whn u hav a lot of player like these ..
u hav 2 win some tittles in order 2 keep ur briliant player in ur squad ..
n thts what Barca done n Arsenal aint ( HAHA !! )

the match start 3am in the morning ..
thts means i hav 2 wait til tht time lo ..
n tht means least time of rest ( sleeping ) ..
haha ..
so whn 2 day arived 2 school ..
my eyes kept closing ..
n i hav 2 kept myslf concious 2 studay ..
furthermore wif some additional external stimulation from turk fook n tht lovely dudes ..
reli hav much effort 2 keep myslf awake ..

ADDitioNal ExtErNal StiMuLatiON ..
from fook doesnt cause much ..
but u noe la ..
tht LOVELY dude of mine ..
juz keep on ..
' Yes , Messi !! ' , ' Ush , Messi !! ' , Messi ths Messi tht ..
reli reli bth dy la ..
but nvm ..
as far as i concern ..
the finalist aint Liverpool ..
izit ??
hahah ..
top goal scorer aint Gerrard o Torres ..
izit ??
n thn further thibk bout it ..
BPL winner of 08-09 season ..
is Manchester United ..
so ..
juz another trophy lost of a champion ..
thts quite normal ( a Bit la .. )

Altough ..
ths kind of thinking seems a little bit like Ah Q ..
but i cant find any reason thts can comfort all the Man Utd Fans all over the World ..
haha ..

but i got a feelings tht this summer ..
there r alot of thingss tht can b happened n it is unpredictable n unbelievable ..
all the transfer of players ..
thts gotta break some of the older record ..
n it is 1 followed by another ..
keep disurbing the 'ecosystem' of the Football ..

n next season ..
it will b another new season ..
n next season ..
liverpool will b much different ..
liverpool wont satisfied with juz 2nd o 3rd of the league ..
agree ??
may b relegation gua ??
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA !!
joke ..
dont comment back n thn ' shoot ' me wor ..
juz a joke ..
haha ..
liverpool will osnly regelated whn i m in charge ..
so tht propely wont happen in the realistic world ..
in my dram may b ..
hahahahahahahahah .. !!

1st day of Driving ( Alone ) ..

2009-05-25T09:14:00.000-07:00

haha ..
it is vy fun 2day ..
cuz i got the chance 2 drive 2 skul ..
Alone ..
without my mum sit by my side ..
sure vy vy shuang ..
haha ..
y ??
cuz there r less sound polution ..
so ..
it is a nice driving ..
wif a nice parking ..
haha ..
go earkier ma ..
sure got nice parking lo ..
think bout' it ..
it is bout half a year since i got my license ..
pass the goverment test is more o less easy de ..
but if u wanna pass the family test ..
tht require a lot of things ..
u hv 2 settle either ur dad o mum o even ur rother o sistet ..
but it is a FAMILY test ..
got it ..
hahah ..

2day quite boring at school la ..
cuz ..
nothing 2 do ..
may b i stil cant figure it out what i can do o wat i hav 2 do ..
hahah ..
thn ..
my lovely dude oso absent leh ..
' tao-ka-tia ' wor ~~
y ??
ytd sleep a whole day n thn cant sleep after 2am in the midnight ..
thn go ply pc ..
ply til 5am ..
n thn headache dy ..
cant go 2 school ..
reli reli Zdao la ..
macam ni pun boleh punya ..
so ..
since tht dude dint come ..
i hav 2 chat wif others ..
syh ho n jing kai lo ..
haha ..
n kok hong n chai wee bout the football manager n winning eleven 1 ..
quite ok ..
n chat bout' some american idol de things ..
this year as far as i concern ..
is it Kris who won it ..
but i juz noe last year pnuya ..
n tht 1 aint 1st place ..
is juz a runner-up ..
is ..
David Archuleta ..
haha ..
even until noe ..
i m stil in love with his songs ..
' Crush ' , ' A little Too Not Over You ' , ' Touch My Hand ' ..
always best ..
nice 2 listen at all time during any kind of mood ..

quire strange de ..
after school ..
back home lo ..
sure by car la ^^
haha ..
my bro say wanna switch on the radio ..
i refused at the 1st time ..
but afterwards ..
i help him switch it on ( quite noob de car radio ) ..
the 1st song i heard ..
' do you ever think , when you're all alone ... '
it's david archuleta's voice ..
n thts the song ' Crush ' ..
Quite strange la ..
brain pitch blank 4 a second ..

reflash the memories of form 4 ..
when tht time r stil young ( compare 2 now ) ..
when tht time i m stil 16 ..
when tht time i stil hav crush on her ..
when tht time i always sad 4 whole day ..

sudenly flash in my mind ..
but afterwards ..
i juz released my handbrake n thn step on the pedal n drive home SAFELY ..
hahah ..
nice driving Dude ~~
Congrat ..

yet AGAIN .. i m HERE ..

2009-05-20T00:14:00.000-07:00

again ~~
i me here after school ..
hahah ..
quite sienz lo ..
haha ..
actually donoe wat i wanna write bout' leh ..
erm ..
cuz kinda boring n once online sure come here de ..
donoe y ..
may b a normal instinc dy ..
ahahahah ..
2day seems 2 b the normal day like no others ..
i gues i think i dont hav any thing 2 say bout lo ..

oh ..
2day sudenly use some ppr n thn fold here n there n make a flower dy ..
this remind me of some ns life la ..
cuz these trick i learned form camp ..
form all the dudes of NS ..
haha ..
n these make syh ho n kehong wanna make too ..
haha ..
espacially kehong la ..
cuz som1 juz say he cant made it ..
so ..
i thnik he might b working on a piece of ppr right now ..
haha ..
fold here n there ..
try 2 make it ..

haha ..
GAmbaTeh dude ..
u can made it ..

n who-ever u wanna giv tht flower 2 ..
dont tel him/she tht it is me who thaught u ..
juz say a retarded 1 ..
hahaha ..
got it .. ^^

Seems Everyday Write Blog Dy ~~

2009-05-18T23:59:00.000-07:00

quite strange these dayz ..
haha ..
everyday i will b online after back from skul ..
n once online ..
except sign in msn ..
the other things i would do i sign in 2 my blog ..
n think bout somthing 2 write inside ..
2day wont b any exception ..
i guess ..

2day quite sienz at school ..
cuz loh n yap all go 2 art class dy ..
juz left xin jie n kehong wif me shj ..
erm ..
sitl got syh ho thm la ..
but all seems 2 GROW dy ..
cuz all juz take out their MM book n start 2 do here n there ..
since i dont hav the book ..
the only thing i can do ..
i juz looking ( peaking ) ..
hahahaha ..
may b i stil hvn fit 2 the form6 life gua ..
i seems unlikely 2 start study ..
erm ..
HardWorking ..
donoe y la ..
i thnik i hav 2 change fast ..
cuz once form6 started ..
there is no turning back dy ..
once u turn back ..
u hav wasted ur precious time of ur life ..
tht doenst sound worth n appreciatable in life ..

last article of my blog got the comment from tht dude ..
erm ..
kinda strange he wil comment tht way ..
how 2 say leh ..
aiya ..
he'll noe de la ..
if donoe oso nvm de la ..
cuz it aint important 2 me ..
juz gotta say thanks 4 always keep ur eye balls on my blog ..
haha ..
i appreciate it totally ..

erm ..
donoe wat 2 say dy ..
haha ..
erm ..
oh ..
there r somting tht most of the ppl donoe ..
last time whn i go sunway lagoon ..
with gan n yap thm ..
during the time in the swimming pool ( can count as , but quite big )
v ply true o dare ..
wif xin jie , yap , gan , zlen , n yeeling ..
quite happy n funny de ..
but it juz whn u r the 1 who r asking ..
whn u r the 1 who r answering ..
tht will b much more different dy ..
haha ..
n i got 1 question ..
" who n wat will u say whn u gotta tel some1 tht u love 2day ?? "
n addition ..
" it's ok if u wanna say 2 11s , what would u say "
i hav 2 admit ..
ths question does shock me ..
cuz i reli donoe who n wat 2 say ..
after the 'accident' ..

but , after tht i stil giv out an answer ..
n i reli donoe the answer i said ..
i based on 2 overcome tht question o reli my true feeling ..
haha ..
blur blur since tht time ..
haha ..
strange feeling ..
until now ~~

ForM 6 .. New Life ..

2009-05-18T00:11:00.000-07:00

last week ..
Form 6 start dy ..
erm ..
seems ok ..
cuz i got the chance 2 wear pitch white ..
damn look like white prince ~~
hahah .. =="
form 6 start dy means no more ply time dy ..
i hav 2 work reli reli reli reli hard lo ..
Cham ar ~~
but it is beter thn i do nothing at home la ..
haiz ..
now ..
start form 6 ..
miss bout' last year's friends ..
the time tht v study together , ply together , eat together ..
tht juz a memory 4 all of us now ..
now ~~
some of them go college , n the time tht v'll meet again will b vy less dy ..
haiz ..
at school now ..
seems vy new 2 me ..
in case of the feeling but not the instrument o the facilities ..
cuz those who wear white shirt n white pants o blue skirt ..
us ..
seems old (mature) , n a bit diff dy ..
donoe how 2 explain la ..
haiz ..
now form 6 ..
yang kenal 1 ..
kehong lo , thn peggy , xinjie , yap , peiyeen , loh , furk ..
my future class 1 ..
which is fizik ..
lagi teruk lo ..
juz hv 4 girls ..
haiz lo ..

now cant always saw friends like gan n choo online ..
all start school dy ..
n later on ..
soh them oso will b following ..
during tht time ..
will us stil connected ..
attrached ..
i hav no idea ..

ths morning i used loh's HP go surf web (teacher;s teaching vy boring) ..
n surf the dude's blog ..
' hate u .. white humour ' ..
haha ..
he said he wrote some ' useless article ' ..
but i stil take a look la ..
dunt understand y he will say like tht ..
but it does makes me feel something ..
tht something ..
a bit hard 2 explain ..
but juz sudenly will wonder ..
wonder hows she been lately ..
at tht time my HP is on my table (teacher cant c la) ..
i m asking myself ..
ask bout' am i gotta sms 2 ask ??
should i ??
wonder wonder ..
thn ..
i done nothing ..
nothing at all ..
may b it is unnessary ..
but .. i reli juz stare my HP 4 bout' a minute ..
n thn my head blank dy ..
donoe what i hv done ..
cuz i cant remember ..
haha ..
but as far sa i concern ..
i dint sms at all ..

actually ..
there's a reason y i dint sms ..
cuz she usually dont reply ..
i do tht will juz waste my precious mobile money ..
erm ..
i does think bout' ask a loh b4 ..
cuz loh seems vy good wif her ..
but as usual ..
i done nothing ..
may b tht time i m thinking bout' the result ..
after asking oso wont change much ..
it wont change any thought of me towards her ..

may b tht time ..
juz may b ..
i hav made a wise but unsure decision ..

Songs ..

2009-05-04T09:33:00.000-07:00

juz now a friend of my tell me 2 log on 2 his new blog ..
cuz he juz creating some new lyric for some song ..
after visiting his blog ..
n saw the new lyric ..
erm .. i gotta admit ..
it is some good adjusment ..
somehow , he juz giv me some idea of changing some too ..
afterwards ..
i go search for some song tht i like n proper 2 change ..
example like ..
Crush , A little not too over you , beautiful soul ..
but after tht i ffind out tht i wasnt a easy task ..
it cost time , it need 2 b patient ..
need 2 find out the best n proper words 2 replace the old 1 ..
n i donoe y i sudenly ran out of idea ..
the song tht is vy vy VY fit 2 my condition now ..
CRUSH ..
i oso cant find out some proper adjusment 2 some words ..
a whole day i hv been trying 2 do it ..
but i juz make a few adjusment ..
n i dont it is fit n nice 2 the new 'song' ..
n i dont like it cuz it doesnt song good n fit ..
afterwards ..
i come here ..
cuz i hav no idea dy ..
but after tht i think back ..
i realized tht i dont hav the ' feel ' tht he felt ..
u noe ..
althought i hav some tht caused me so mesmerised ..
but it juz nothing compare 2 his problem ..
at tht time i noe y i cant dy ..
even wif all the idea u hav u wont hav the feeling tht u encounter urslf ..
the experince is tht kind tht u will never 4get ..
n thts my problem ..
i dont even hav the courage 2 do it ..
i dont hav the guts 2 encounter wif the experience ..
n i noe where's the different dy ..
cuz v hav different experience wif different things ..

thts y v can comfort each other when either of us facing the worst ..
cuz v got different experience ..
after writing this blog ..
i think i got some idea bout wat i gotta change in the lyric dy ..
thanks ..

sometimes i do wanna slap myslf on the face ..

2009-04-28T10:16:00.000-07:00

ei ..
do i look like a stupid ??
or i act like a stupid ??
or i Am a stupid ??

y do i stil concern about the old d*** stupid question of myslf ??
i am a noob ..
noob until ..
no words can explain dy ..
i cant even find a word the r proper 2 explain it ..
again n again ..
keep on thinking the same old sh*t stupid problem ..

ei ..
r u ok ??
wanna hav a slap on the face ??
juz ask some friends ..
may b they would willing 2 help u do it ..

keep on told myslf tht the thing is over ..
thn it IS OVER ..
Over !!
wat means over ..
over means no more ..
dont ever ever ever ever ever Think about it ..
u got a lot of friends ..
n even somebody tht cal u papa ..
so ..
enough ..
if u stil kepp thinking the problem ..
no 1 .. no 1 can save u ..
all the advise ..
tht ur friends give ..
seems useless 2 u ..
y ..
juz forget it ..
life is ahead ..
waiting u 2 explore ..
n remember the past ..
wont help much except study the history ..
GOT it ??

ok .. les talk bout some of the dudes n gals i meet in Ns ..

2009-04-14T20:46:00.001-07:00

erm ..
there r many goooood dudes n gals i meet inside the Ns Camp ..
they came from diff state of Malaysia ..
diff backgrounds ..
diff style of life ..
the 10 weeks v stay together seems like a happy BIG family 2 us ..
ok ~~
start from where ??
ok ..
start from my 'homestate' 1st ..
n same school 1 ..
ok ..
maggie lo ( same class tim ~~ )
hahaha ..
n thn is mr.black , sandy , felicia ..
oh , n yeeteng ..
haha ..
those r the gals n dudes tht close 2 me during the 1st & 2nd boring weeks of the camp life ..
especially MR.Black lo ..
hahaha ..
v same class b4 ..
hahaa ..
ok ~~
nows the dude tht same drom wif me ..
1st of all ..
the 1 tht looks like my friend in school ..
Chong Lie Pang ..
erm .. i normally called him liepang or chong or ' ah peng ' ..
but after n incident ..
the whole camp knew him ..
bcuz of the gun shooting activity ..
y ??
hah !! 1st time in history of PLKN ( Wao !! ) ..
som1 has scored 100 marks during the clot m16 shooting activity ..
haha ..
the whole camp n the jurulatihS all knew him in 1 day ..
afterwards ..
v change his name 2 ' 100 marks ' ..
hahaha ..
ok ~~ whos next ??
ok .. erm ..
oh yea ..
CHRISTOPER / Chris ..
haha ..
a handsom dude ..
erm .. how can i say ..
handsom , calm , highly educated , polite ..
hah~~ seems vy good izit ..
haha .. indeed .. juz he always took half n hr 2 complete the brush teeth activity ..
n osos near n hr 2 clean himslf .. ( sorry Chris :P)
but .. he stil a good guy at all ..
he even noe the MMA ..
wats MMA ??
Mix Martial Arts ..
in other words ..
fighting skills ..
kinda hurt tht he used me as a dummy ..
haha .. n thts y the phrase of ' back drom fight ' came ..
hahaha .. ^^
n thn is .. ??
oh .. not my drom .. but other drom de dude ..
but sleep in my drom ..
hahahaha ...
thts Ang Wah Soon ..
normally called Ang ..
somtimes called Nobita ..
he looks alike whn he bald .. ^^
hahaha ..
a close dude 2 me ..
v always eat maggie mee 2gether ..
hahaha ..
cuz the food ( fish ) there only got 1 word tht i can used 2 explain ..
' SUCKS ' ...
thts y v need maggie 2 help us go thru the harsh hungry night ..
hahaha ..
ang ~~ almost like a air-cond ..
y ?? he do can make ppl feel cold by talking bout somting vy vy =.="
get me meaning ??
hahaha ..
v always keep 'air-cond'ing each other ..
he use 杯面 on me .. n thn i use 车门 n 'warm floor' on him ..
hahaha ..
he'll noe wats the meaning inside ..
haha ..
there r alot of dudes inside tht i wanna talk bout ..
haha ..
but way 2many ..
juz giv name enough la .. haha ..
erm ..
haw , amier , joohuat , felix , daniel , ling , david , ah khaw , ah xiang , chingkee , 老大 ..
hahaha ..
n gals ..
like 姐姐，sha maine , klf , xiao fen , ai lee , cheng yee , adik busuk , illy ..
haha ..
from the bottom of my heart ..
i miss u all ..
really ..
no lie ..
mis the time v ply .. v eat .. v 'air-cond' each other ..
hahaha ..
kinda happy time inside the camp except of the timetable v need 2 follow ..
n some stupid orders ..
but majority stil seems good 2 me ..

n thts y ..
' kame suka PLKN , PLKN memeang Bestzz !!! ' ..
haha .. Ape Bender ... ^^

David Archuleta's Album

2009-04-08T21:53:00.001-07:00

David Archuleta's Album ..
' David Archuleta ' ..
a bit late 2 tell u guys ..
but i think all of the songs here are the best songs i ever listen ..

1.Crush ( best of the best )
2.Touch My Hand
3.Barriers
4.My Hands
5.A Little Not Too Over You ( Nice Song to Listen )
6.You Can
7.Running
8.Desperate
9.To Be With You
10.Don't Let Go
11.You Eyes Don't Lie
12.Angel

here is some new songs ..
* Waiting For Yesterday
* Works For Me
* Save The World
* Let's Talk About Love
* Let Me Go

命运~~

2009-04-08T21:32:00.000-07:00

命运
捉弄人的命运
正所谓机会过了就没有再回来了
错过了，就要等过
它来不来
全不都不在你的掌控之中
到时侯
你除了等待，唯一能做的就是
自己去争取

前几天，我在MSN看见她上网
当时我以为她还在PLKN的KEM里面
所以犹豫了一下
可是不久后她都还没离开
我心想会不会真的是她呢？
说起来
我这一想，
都想了几久一下的，
过后她OFFLINe了，
我也没有问到她
就这样。

我是不是很白痴？
你不用答了，
我自己已有了很明确的答案，
我的的确确是很白痴
已经无药可救的白痴。

话说回来，
这样也好
反正我也不想和她有太多的纠缠
就把这事当成件好事吧！
（好阿 Q 哦！）
但这毕竟是我自己的明云，
我也无法逃脱，无法避开，无法避免
所以
唯有接受。

Song Tht Explain My Condition

2009-03-23T03:05:00.000-07:00

Artist: Enrique Iglesias

Album: Greatest Hits

Title: Takin' Back My Love
(feat. Ciara)
[Enrique:]Go ahead just leave, can't hold you, you're free

You take all these things, if they mean so much to youI gave you your dreams, 'cause you meant the world

So did I deserve to be left here hurt

You think I don't know you're out of controlI ended up finding all of this from my boys

Girl, you're stone cold, you say it ain't so,

You already know I'm not attached to material
I'd give it all up but

I'm takin' back my love

I'm takin' back my love,

I'm takin' back my love

I've given you too much but I'm takin' back my love

I'm takin' back my love, my love, my love, my love

My love..
[Ciara:]Yeah

What did I do but give love to you

I'm just confused as I stand here and look at you

From head to feet, all that's not me

Go 'head, keep the keys, that's not what I need from you

You think that you know (I do), you've made yourself cold (Oh yeah)

How could you believe them over me, I'm your girl

You're out of control (So what?), how could you let go (Oh yeah)

Don't you know I'm not attached to material
[Both:]I'd give it all up but I'm takin' back my love

I'm takin' back my love,

I'm takin' back my love

I've given you too much but I'm takin' back my love

I'm takin' back my love, my love, my love, my love
I'd give it all up but I'm takin' back my love

I'm takin' back my love, I'm takin' back my love

I've given you too much but I'm takin' back my love

I'm takin' back my love, my love, my love, my love
[Enrique:]So all this love I give you, take it away, (Unh, uh huh)

[Ciara:]You think material's the reason I came, (Unh, uh huh)

[Enrique]:If I had nothing would you want me to stay (Unh, uh huh)

[Ciara:]You keep your money, take it all away
I'd give it all up but I'm takin' back my love

I'm takin' back my love, I'm takin' back my love

I've given you too much but I'm takin' back my love

I'm takin' back my love, my love, my love
I'd give it all up but I'm takin' back my love

I'm takin' back my love, I'm takin' back my love

I've given you too much but I'm takin' back my love

I'm takin' back my love, my love, my love
I'd give it all up but I'm takin' back my love

I'm takin' back my love, I'm takin' back my love

I've given you too much but I'm takin' back my love

I'm takin' back my love, my love, my love, my love
Ooh, my love

Ooh, my love

hi .. guys,loong time dint come here dy ..

2009-03-23T02:00:00.000-07:00

march dy ..
its been 3 months since i wan in2 ns camp ..
ok .. talk bout my camp 1st ..
location : kem plkn pds resort , pasir panjang , port dickson , negeri sembilan ..
it is a camp near beach .. "can say so"
erm ..
the jurulatih there quite nice at all ..
dint do any BIG punishment 2 us .. cuz v dint do any bad things wat .. !?
haha ..
juz 1 of the jl .. keep on like 2 gv us command ..
wat cammand ??
" belakang pusing .. belakang sing .. belakang pusing .. "
juz keep on giv us 2 turn .. n turn .. n turn ..
n thn ..
oh yea .. another jl ..
he always like 2 say ..
" jgn banyak makan leamau (limau) , nanti pening leamau " , " banyak cakap , banyak bohong ; banyak makan ... banyak BERAK .. !! " =.="
haha .. quite funny izit ??
thts y many of us were unwilling 2 go back home after 11th March ..
Girls cried .. Boys oso cried ..
oh my god .. honestly,i reli scare 2 saw sombody cry ..
especially, girls ..
they cry .. make me wanna cry 2 .. T.T
okok ..
4 me ..
my feeling is 50-50 ..
50 wanna leave the camp (prison) as fast as possible ..
50 unwilling 2 seperate wif the dude n girls tht bcome friends in the camp ..
haiz .. mis them all ..
wif a lotz of happy memories tht v share in the 10 weeks of time ..
MIss U GUyS All ..
ok .. now .. talk bout somting tht many of them donoe ..
erm .. ok ..
how 2 say ..
erm .. ar ..
ok .. start wif whn the name list of the 2nd badgets come out la ..
at 1st ..
i donoe y whn i take the newsppr ..
the 1st name i search is ..
HER ..
yea .. the 1 n only HER ..
strange but it is true ..
but dont say tht i m still wat wat ..
i juz donoe y .. ok ??
futhermore .. i gotta say .. there is som1 in the camp tht make me go the same feeling as i hav wif her ..
so so strange ..
i don wanna mention her name .. so juz make the name ' her2 '
ok ..
erm .. her2 got a most charming n beautiful smiles i ever saw ..
n thts wat attracted me ..
i always wanna look at her2 ..
smiling .. laughing ..
i dint tel her2 my feeling .. cuz i noe v r impossible .. reli impossible ..
y ?? Dont ask .. pls .. dont ask ..
juz the last day i sms her2 n i said her2 hav a vy pretty n charming smile ..
so , do keep smiling n make the world enjoy ur charm ..
n now .. i dint sms wif her2 lately ..
i wil .. somedays ..
leave the camp dy .. back home dy ..
sudenly donoe wat can do ..
everyday juz sleep n eat ..
haiz ..
gotta change my lifestyle ..
n change it fast ..
vy fast ..

back from pangkor .. n thn go for ns ..

2008-12-21T18:00:00.000-08:00

juz back from pangkor trip wif friends ..
a reli fun trip ..
all the activities r vy exciting ..
except ..
jungle treking ..
y ..
my leg get sticked by some king of blood sucking creature ..
n it leave a mark on my leg ..
haiz ..
but i muz say ..
it is a vy vy good experience 4 me ..
a nice exercise after all ..
hahaha ~~
n the best activiti of the trip is BANANA BOAT ..
OmG ..
thn activiti is full wif exciment ..
at the final minutes ..
haha ..
all of us felt into water ..
hahaha ..
reli reli excited wif it ..
haha ..
thank godness v dint say v dont wanna ply it for the 1st minutes ..
back from the trip dy ..
all the memories wil kept inside my head ..
my heart ..
although some of my friends ..
dint go ..
dint join ..
but i noe their problem ..
they might busy their busy ..
hahaha ..
cuz not every ppl r same ..
same like me ..
so free ..
haiz ..
free oso juz 4 a few more weeks ..
this sat nid 2 go 4 ns dy ..
so i might cant update this blog 4 a long time ..
Now ~~
i onli can hope tht i can 4get somting sad whn 1 go 4 ns ..
somting sad ..
somting tht i cant 4get ..
Hope i can do it ..
cuz ..
i donoe wats waiting me inside ..
Good / Bad ..
Donoe ..

seems tht long time dint come here ~~

2008-12-09T02:51:00.000-08:00

hi ~~
i m back ..
hah ..
wondering where i go after the spm exam finished .. ??
actually ..
i oso dont noe ..
cuz ..
it is vy vy vy boring at home ..
reli ..
nothing 2 do ..
everyday the same ..
wake up late .. eat .. sleep .. eat again .. sleep again ..
n sudenly realize tht ..
go 2 school ..
actually is the best thing ever ..
yea ..
i oso hav the same taugh b4 ..
in primary school ..
secondary school oso ..
but this time is different from b4 ..
cuz ..
there is no NEXT YEAR ..
time passed fast ..
way tooo fast tht i cant even realize it juz passed over me ..
in a blink of an eye ..
many many things can b happend ..
way too many ..

pass few weeks after exam ..
reli nothing 2 do ..
erm ..
yea ..
got watch lotz of movie wif friends ..
Madagascar 2 .. Bolt ..
reli laugh until cant even shut my mouth ..
Funny ~~
n thn ..
worry bout friend's problem ..
Yea .. U ..
i noe u wil saw it ..
stil normal ..
listen 2 me ..
TRY .. T - R - Y ..
Try it ... !!!
n u wil noe the answer ..
n u wont lovesick anymore ..
trust me ..
bcuz ..
watever things ..
U never TRY , U never Know ..
actually v hav been trading/helping each other thru-out the passed few months ..
i can tel u tht ..
u tips .. advise .. sugestion reli help a lot ..
A Lot ..
erm ..
hope my non-professional opinion oso help u a lot but not break ur plan ^^
Haha ..
juz a few days ltr ..
i wil go wif some of our friends 2 pangkor ..
erm ..
fun place .. cuz wif freinds ..
yea ..
different feelings ..
but ..
v miss a few important ppl but sudenly added by som1 tht i hate/Dulan ..
not reli willing 2 mention his/her name here ..
cuz it will juz make my blog dirty ..
but wif tht much of ppl dint join ..
there wil b a lot different in emotion n oso mood whn v go there ..
but ..
not every ppl r as FREE as me ..
they might have their own work 2 do ..
as i say ..
busy their busy ..
so ~~
nvm ..
as long as v r stil alive .. v stil got ilotz of chances 2 go ..
ply .. enjoy .. share ..
TOGETHER ..
i promise ..
cuz ..
friends ..
always beside ..
willing 2 share .. willing 2 listen .. willing 2 do everytings ..
*wif ''try the best'' at the end of the phrase ...
haha ~~

26th Nov >>> the end of spm ...

2008-11-26T08:06:00.000-08:00

yea ...

spm finally finshed ...

now feels like a free bird ...

hahaha ...

reli free ...

can go anywhere ...

without any wory ...

but ...

some strange feelings come out ...

yea ...

no juz bcuz of the exam might get a vy vy bad result ...

is all bout friends ... pals ...

a long 5 years of secondary school yr come 2 an end ...

it seems long ...

but i can sure tht it pass real fast ...

i stil can remember tht the 1st day i m in the school ...

n then ...

form 2 ...

form 3 ...

PmR ...

followed by form 4 ...

n finally ...

form 5 ...

Spm oso finshed ...

so ...

sudenly feel like old ppl aredy ...

for sure ...

i reli not wiling 2 leave the school ...

cuz ...

there got friends ...

true friends ...

not same as the outer world ...

full wif lie ...

every1 juz care bout themselve ...

a reli crazy world waitin' us ...

haiz ...

what can i say now ...

juz hope tht all my friends n pals ...

hav a reli ...

truly happy life after their school life ...

long road waiting ahead ...

a road without lights ...

a road without sign ...

a road without ends ...

a road without safety ...

a road tht u muz always pay 101% attention ...

a road tht u muz walk alone ...

fight alone ...

but for sure ...

my handphone will always on ...

waiting 4 any1 of u 2 cal ...

i dint sure i can help u o not ...

but ...

i can b a vy good listener ...

yea ...

during the school year ...

there r lotz of fun , joy , n oso sad ...

thts life ...

no doubt ...

during this few years ...

many things changes ...

relationship between friends ...

some cant hold on 2 long ...

once change class ...

deleted from the mind ...

many sad things faced ...

cant say it is extremly SAD ...

but ok la ...

aredy can send me cant sleep during night time ...

what problem ...

i think u all noe ...

But ~~~

i managed 2 go thru ...

i gues ...

cuz ...

what in this world is way better than friends ...

between friends can talk almost everytings ...

anytings ...

without gap between ...

but when u talk 2 some 1 u like/love ...

u might wanna b vy calm ...

gentle ...

or even wanna b COOL ...

juz wanna attract her eyes sights 2 fall on u ...

but cant make she think tht u r a geek ... a morun ...

a hard work ...

but many of us reli willing 2 do it ...

including me ...

a morun ... a stupid